Constant deep thought, isn't a good thing,

I really think what my mom was saying is right, I should have been put on medication. What people have been saying for a long time, now that I'm 20 I really do think that I need something to slow my mind down, it's not good. There is no outlet for this, I try to write, I tried art, but I can't get any of this down. I sometimes feel that it's useless, and I really want to get off my chest. I don't think violent thoughts or anything, but I seem to be compounding on needless thoughts and have created this split sort of personality in my head, which I well know is myself, but it's more of a type of ultra logical and sometimes crippling part of my mind appealing to my already fear ridden self. To add to that, I sometimes experience rumbles, and shakes that no one else seems to feel or understand. Should I go to a therapist for this?

hmmm you sound like me, and I am ok.

but yea, if you cannot compartementalize certain aspects of yourself into "serious/not serious" areas, then you should seek help.

I think it is OK to either think or feel these things many consider odd, but as long as you dont act on them, or let them affect you, you're fine

hmmm you sound like me, and I am ok.

but yea, if you cannot compartementalize certain aspects of yourself into "serious/not serious" areas, then you should seek help.

I think it is OK to either think or feel these things many consider odd, but as long as you dont act on them, or let them affect you, you're fine

mrbojangles25

I would skip therapist all together, I would see a psychiatrist.

So are you trying to say you have multiple personalities

So are you trying to say you have multiple personalities

Colin1192

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hmmm you sound like me, and I am ok.

but yea, if you cannot compartementalize certain aspects of yourself into "serious/not serious" areas, then you should seek help.

I think it is OK to either think or feel these things many consider odd, but as long as you dont act on them, or let them affect you, you're fine

DazedDarkness

Wow, youre an extrovert? As in outgoing, social, and stuff liek that? Never heard of someone with these issues who is that way.

Anyway, I feel the exact same way sometimes. Me? I am a cook. But I always doubt people that say my cooking is good. When I was a kid, sure, I had my mom there to help me cook, but now when I cook on my own and go "This should be better" people are like "nooo its great, you crazy".

I really think it is all in your head. Sometimes we set standards for ourselves that are so high, the base standard we expect other people to have of ourself is higher than it should be as well. So when they say something is good, you think theyre full of it.

i deal with the same problem as the user above ^
sometimes when im socializing or doing something i will just zone out and think is this really happening? and then i sort of get paranoid because i cant get a grasp on reality. its happened frequently ever since i smoked weed. which is the main reason why i quit and now my life is slowly getting together. sometimes i think i have a potential to be schizophrenzic which is a scary thought and it makes me even more paranoid. its really hard to explain tbh but i thought i could relate a little..

No, it's that I created this block for myself which I can't get around, which is now limiting what I do. And to Ugalde, it's that too, I'm overwhelmed by the things society does, when it comes to technological advancements and such, I'm starting to feel like tweet from south park. I'm not suicidal, I have it all there, I just can't believe people still think I'm as creative as I once was and keep lying that it's all good, I can't keep hearing my mom tell me my crappy drawings and stuff are good, when I know that they're crap. It's like I'm constantly being lied to, but I can't get around it, I've created this hole for my self that can't pull out off.DazedDarkness

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So are you trying to say you have multiple personalities

DazedDarkness

Perhaps you should post some of your drawings

[QUOTE="DazedDarkness"] No, it's that I created this block for myself which I can't get around, which is now limiting what I do. And to Ugalde, it's that too, I'm overwhelmed by the things society does, when it comes to technological advancements and such, I'm starting to feel like tweet from south park. I'm not suicidal, I have it all there, I just can't believe people still think I'm as creative as I once was and keep lying that it's all good, I can't keep hearing my mom tell me my crappy drawings and stuff are good, when I know that they're crap. It's like I'm constantly being lied to, but I can't get around it, I've created this hole for my self that can't pull out off.Vandalvideo

It's hard to do, but you'll have to fight your mind. I've gone through a phase like this when I couldn't stop thinking of the worst things but I eventually defeated the thoughts and now things are better than ever.

Sounds like you are very introverted. It is possible that you have a personality disorder but obviously it's hard to tell just from what you've said. If you think it is that big of an issue then get it checked out.

I have strong, but useless thoughts quite often. I am on meds and see a shrink every two months or so and it don't help at all. If you do happen to find some way to help the problem, please let me know.