I have..... for the past year I have felt like I have so many thoughts in my head at once that my brain will explode. I dont know how to explain but I just don't feel like how I used to. There are so many aspects to it too. Things ranging from social anxiety to hating my dad..... so did you ever "fall off the deep end" in your teen years?
im pretty sane....i only killed 2 people this yearLA_lakers_4life
man every topic you post in it is always something sarcastic.... not saying it's a bad thing, just something I have observed in my short life span on the OT :)
Yep. I just couldn't function. After Katrina my body just felt empty, I wouldn't call it the deep end. But more like that dark area the Emo's pretend to be in.
[QUOTE="LA_lakers_4life"]im pretty sane....i only killed 2 people this yearproctorsurf
man every topic you post in it is always something sarcastic.... not saying it's a bad thing, just something I have observed in my short life span on the OT :) i just to keep things light hearted....except for the insults once in a while....thats just fun :D
The love of my life just left me....and tomorrow is my birthday, she needs space so she can go and find herself, i have been suicidal and i am going to see a psychologist next week, i have gone off the deep end, i am only 16, yes i am going crazy.....is that good enough for you, especially since im always the one that is happy and upbeat this is horrible, i have nothing to live for....but im going to take care of myself and get proffessional help....
The love of my life just left me....and tomorrow is my birthday, she needs space so she can go and find herself, i have been suicidal and i am going to see a psychologist next week, i have gone off the deep end, i am only 16, yes i am going crazy.....is that good enough for you, especially since im always the one that is happy and upbeat this is horrible, i have nothing to live for....but im going to take care of myself and get proffessional help....demoman314
Just keep telling yourself you're still young and you'll get over it. Seeking professional help is a good thing too. besides, their are other fish in the sea.
I kind of hate discussing about this, but I used to be very aggressive, especially during my early puberty. I actually punched my teacher and threw a chair at him once. Also I always tried to have a fight with everyone, and once I knocked my brother out cold. Not to mention that one time I tried to kill myself with pills. I can't believe how stupid I used to be back then and I'm still ashamed of what I did. I wish I could go back in time, punch myself to the jaw and tell how stupidly I'm behaving. It really feels like I used to be a completely different person back then, though I still have the tendency to become depressed from time to time. At least I'm not a childish jerk anymore.
i guess you can say in still in the deep end but managing to not drown... i have so much opinion on this world i live in, the soicety and jacked up government/humanity. i questioned my faith. im always stressed about one thing or another, i have this creativity i feel bottling up inside me, i just cant find out how to express it, and its frustrating. i have so many ideas and thoughts it blows my mind. im about to graduate so im worrying about my future and life on my own, i got out of a 2 year relationship (first love) was alone and found myself for a year, dated a friend but got back with my ex, further complicating things... feeling like the friends i thought i had werent friends at all but then realizing i was wrong, questioning my life, my purpse... just writing this is overwhelming so im gunna stop.... short answer. yes.
[QUOTE="demoman314"]The love of my life just left me....and tomorrow is my birthday, she needs space so she can go and find herself, i have been suicidal and i am going to see a psychologist next week, i have gone off the deep end, i am only 16, yes i am going crazy.....is that good enough for you, especially since im always the one that is happy and upbeat this is horrible, i have nothing to live for....but im going to take care of myself and get proffessional help....allnamestaken
Just keep telling yourself you're still young and you'll get over it. Seeking professional help is a good thing too. besides, their are other fish in the sea.
Thanks man, i am trying i just cant stop thinking its all my fault....i feel lost and alone....i want to be with her so bad but she needs to be away from me....thank you though for reassuring me that im doing the right thing....i dont want to hurt anymore...
[QUOTE="demoman314"]The love of my life just left me....and tomorrow is my birthday, she needs space so she can go and find herself, i have been suicidal and i am going to see a psychologist next week, i have gone off the deep end, i am only 16, yes i am going crazy.....is that good enough for you, especially since im always the one that is happy and upbeat this is horrible, i have nothing to live for....but im going to take care of myself and get proffessional help....demoman314
Just keep telling yourself you're still young and you'll get over it. Seeking professional help is a good thing too. besides, their are other fish in the sea.
Thanks man, i am trying i just cant stop thinking its all my fault....i feel lost and alone....i want to be with her so bad but she needs to be away from me....thank you though for reassuring me that im doing the right thing....i dont want to hurt anymore...
hey man im not going to say i know exactly how you feel because i hated that. you dont know how another feels exactly...but ive been through a similar situation when i was 16 in which after 2 years she said the exact same thing to me. i hated life for half a year until i began to find myself and i really learned a lot about me and i grew so much that year.. and what i learned is the best advice i can give you...
it sounds cliche but you can make good of everything that happens.. that bad situation happened to me but i grew as a person from it and it turned out better for myself in the long run. i hated being alone but at the same time i needed it. and no matter what happens something good can come from it. you just have to find it.
Nup. I denied myself most of the 'pleasures' and moodiness of teenage years, more through a mighty struggle to repress outward shows of anger than through any desire to abstain. It'll express itself eventually, and I doubt it will be pretty...:?
Yes. But just remember, someone, somewhere else in the world is having a worse day then you. Personally, I used to post about my life and how damn crappy it was, but what good does it do? I noticed there are some good things to my life. Be an hero if you think your life sucks.
[QUOTE="LA_lakers_4life"]im pretty sane....i only killed 2 people this yearproctorsurf
man every topic you post in it is always something sarcastic.... not saying it's a bad thing, just something I have observed in my short life span on the OT :) Of course there is !
Back in my teenage years, I was known to get jiggy wit it, down in Miami. I don't know what you youngins say anymore. I'm just kidding, I am only 23 years old.
Im 16, and earlier in my teenage years I always had alot of confusing thoughts flying around my head which I tried to organize, which only made them more confusing. So I now allow them to have free reign, which actually allows me to think differently and introspectively. Then I saw Pans Labyrinth, and that movie hit me like a rock in the head, so I'd say Im likely on the brink of the deep end. Its a good, intersting place to be if I can stay there.
I have..... for the past year I have felt like I have so many thoughts in my head at once that my brain will explode. I dont know how to explain but I just don't feel like how I used to. There are so many aspects to it too. Things ranging from social anxiety to hating my dad..... so did you ever "fall off the deep end" in your teen years? proctorsurf
did plenty of things, but i aint gona say what, cuz ill probably get kicked outt of GS lol
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