[QUOTE="markinthedark"]
[QUOTE="Cherokee_Jack"]
Cut out the "not an alcoholic" part and you're talking about my dad.
It's a shame because he's a nice enough guy sometimes and is smart, but he has mental issues that make him really hard to be around. I "get along" with him in that I know how to be neutral and not start arguments (unlike the rest of my family), but I don't enjoy his company.
Wow, this has got to be the most depressing thread ever.
Cherokee_Jack
honestly, that sucks... i was planning on drinking around my future kids.... based off the fact that the one friend i know who loves his dad unconditionally... has a major alcoholic as a dad.... that was the cool dad and would buy him booze.
my dad didnt drink, the guy was freaking bright as the sun.... hes actually probably the smartest person ive ever met... but he was so smart he knew how to ruin someone's psyche real easily.... i actually wish he was a drunk.
its weird, based off of learning from him... i can kind of bend people to my will just with psychological tactics... but i hate that i can do that.
Yeah, my dad's kind of manipulative like that too. He knows how to evade repercussions for his actions, so whenever we try to straighten him out he always somehow manages to keep things the same. Frustrating.
oh god, cant even begin to straighten my dad out... we are all terrified of him.... im twice his size, twice as strong twice as fast... but im still terrified of him. My crappy dad actually turned his wife into an alcoholic and his daughter into a lesbian.... and his son (me) into a giant pile of rage twice his size... but none of us can muster the balls to criticize him.
we have staged interventions for our alcohlic mom.... but me and my sister are still terrified of my dad. I know i could physically beat him like a child... but im still terrified deep down of him... ive never once criticized the bastard. Ill criticize my mother all day long since shes a drunk.... and she made the mistake of being caring and loving which is not nearly as intimidating.
I dunno i tell my GF this crap all the time... and i think by now she just wants me to go brutally beat my father physically... which i often intend to do... but everytime i see him, all my childhood fears just reappear. I dunno what he did to my mind... but it was brilliant.
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