This past february. I don't want to talk about why, but I cried literally every day for 90% of my time awake and had nightmares every night and woke up crying from them too.
This past february. I don't want to talk about why, but I cried literally every day for 90% of my time awake and had nightmares every night and woke up crying from them too.XilePrincess
Go on...Actually, I'd like to know how you were able to pull yourself out of that. You don't have to go into what it was that got you there, though.
This past february. I don't want to talk about why, but I cried literally every day for 90% of my time awake and had nightmares every night and woke up crying from them too.XilePrincess
Man I am sorry to hear that. You must have been miserable... But I would like to know what happened so if you want to talk about it, feel free to PM me. But it is your business and its cool that you don't want to share.
8th and 11th grades for a lot of various reasons... Some of those things I'm still struggling with today. I have a lot of body image, self-esteem, confidence, self-loathing, and self-harm problems.
Man I am sorry to hear that. You must have been miserable... But I would like to know what happened so if you want to talk about it, feel free to PM me. But it is your business and its cool that you don't want to share.Ultrabeatdown55
Go on...Actually, I'd like to know how you were able to pull yourself out of that. You don't have to go into what it was that got you there, though. West-Coast-G
Haven't completely, but just crying let me feel better. I just numbed myself a lot, and tried focusing on the good rather than the bad. I quit school for online schooling too, which helped, since people always want to know your business and in a school nothing is a secret. What the thing was, was a death scare from someone extremely close to me, and to be honest that person is the ONLY reason I'm around today, which is why it was so difficult. I would have killed myself 4 years ago if not for them. I'm completely unable to register death as well, my dad almost died when I was 8 and I still can't grasp that, and can't grasp this either. if I could, I probably would be in a much worse state than I am now. And I can tell you straight out, if the originally mentioned person HAD indeed died, I'd have killed myself probably a few weeks from that day, after I went through the grieving steps and whatever, and finally figured out it was real.
I'm going through my teenage years now, and rather than moan about how tough it is like most people seem to do, I'm making the most of it. I think this is the easiest time of my life.
I think the hardest time will be when I have to move out and start to manage my own life.
Well there are harder times, but ones I don't wanna go in to, so I will say being the one that held our niece as she died from a hole in the heart at birth. No one has anything to say to a sister after you have lowered her only child into the ground. Christ knows I didn't.
As a teenager I had a really hard time, as most do, but now as an adult I have experienced and gained new perspectives which make me realize how hard it it IS to be an adult. Emotion-wise, teenagers have the hardest time, but being past that point I feel like having control over my emotions and feelings makes me feel less alive at certain points.
So I felt awful as a teenager, but now I feel a new kind of awful and pressure trying to accomplish and create a life and future for myself. Its a completely different feeling so I am split on a lot of it...
My hardest time was when I was downtown with not a single nickel in my pocket and I was like, hungry as crapping hell, I asked for some change to get me a happy meal but all those white people would look at me sideways and ignore me. It was a real bad time and I say F___ that S___ .
My Junior and Sophomore year in high school we're pretty messed up. Getting into trouble, friends not trusting me, doing bad in school, lovelife going so wrong, parents pissing me off, not knowing what I want to do in college *sigh* I'm glad everythings changed now. Well....almost everything.
My Sophomore year in high school. Nothing school-related, I had a death in the family and then less than month later 9/11 happened. My dog also died that year as well. It was certainly a trying time for me, but I got through it.
Well there are harder times, but ones I don't wanna go in to, so I will say being the one that held our niece as she died from a hole in the heart at birth. No one has anything to say to a sister after you have lowered her only child into the ground. Christ knows I didn't.D3nnyCrane
I know exactly what you mean. My brothers wife recently had her unborn die, due to a malnourished bone structure. It was only a week before birth. I had no idea what to say to her besides "sorry". I also had another experience a few years back when my best friends father died when she was sixteen. She just came up crying to me "He's dead, Carolyn. He's dead". Again, "sorry"
The hardest time of my lfe is when my ex-wife told me that the earth is round and the sky is blue. I knew she was lying , because her lips were moving. I stopped going out of the house, because I was afraid I would fall off the edge of the earth, if I traveled too far.
I'm going through my teenage years now, and rather than moan about how tough it is like most people seem to do, I'm making the most of it. I think this is the easiest time of my life.
I think the hardest time will be when I have to move out and start to manage my own life.
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