My step sister Shannon is one of the mose beautiful girls i have ever seen and i used to love her. I met her when she was 17 and I was 14 so yeah it would never work due ot age difference and the fact that her father is married to my mom. Me and her have no blood relation so i guess it's not that weird but yeah the whole age thing. Anyway i used to let her know i loved her and we spent alot of time together but as friends. But one day she was sleeping over and i spent the night on the sofa. So she walks out fo the room sees me lying downand decides to comw over a jump on me. She stayed on my for about 5 minutes and we taled about god knows what and she kissed me then got off me. Yes it was very awkward but awsome :P.
Eventually my mom and step dad decided to buy a house together and my step sister came along. She was 19 years old at this time. She lived together for two and witnessed her go down hill. She used to be my favorite person in the world but she prettty much became a real b1tch and fake i guess you can say. She used to be real, some you can talk to, but she changed and started sleeping with random men and went threw scum boyfriends like nothing. ANyways she evenutally moved out and by that time we were hardly talking sinc ei lost most of my respect and love for her. She visits every so often. And today she visited for thanksgiving (canada) and she decided to sit beside me. We talked for a little bit and everyone around the table. They're are alot of people at my house for the occasion so yeah we were sittingclose enough for our knees to touch.She used to do these little things, which is what i loved most about her. One of the things was shaking her legs when having a conversation withsomeone. So there I am, sitting at the table listening to her have a conversation with someone and her knee is shaking on my knee and i start getting all mushy. I went down stairs and started tearing, not crying! justa few tears and sniffles:P. So yeah it mademe realiseeven though shes not the person i loved and cared for she is still SHannon and i stillhave thesome love for herdeep down and probably always will.
I just thought i'd share my feelings with you guys. I'm in a pretty sad mood right now and she is still upstairs :(.
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