I love this girl but she loves that guy.He is tall and very handsome and I am neither.:(
She tells me that life is not fair,she cant love me back and I should just accept it.But I dont want tooooooo.:(
And dont say "there are more fish out there" cuz it aint gonna work.I just love her,being with her gives me feelings that I have never experienced before.Just the slightest of body contact with her gives me sensations that I have never felt before.Being with her just gives me so much peace and this is with being just friends,I'll just be in paradise if she was my GF.But now she is going to be in a relationship with that guy and I just want to distance myself from her now.:(
Damn love is such an amazing thing but it just wasnt made for an unattractive bastard like me.:(
What is going to be the purpose of my life now?I cant be happy now.My entire soul seems to have burned.I just wish that I wont have to live a long life,I wish there will be an afterlife and she will be all mine.
I know you will say what am I doing posting this on a gaming forum,but I cant say this to anyone in real life,I just cant sound of like such a loser as I have become.I was a very unmaterialistic guy,never used to envy anyone but none of that applies here.I just cant accept this...............
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