I spent the majority of my teenage years glued to my computer-chair, despite having athletic prowess and being socially popular. I always shyed away from social interaction to isolate myself at home, if I could get away with it.. I think I have a mild case of aspergers. Social interaction drains me. I'm drawn to doing solitary things and day-dreaming. The only time I get butterflies in my stomach is with the release of a new game or the discovery of a new TV-show. I watch highschool-flicks. Not because I enjoy the storyline. But because I enjoy the setting. I live vicariously through the hunky lead characters and pretend I'm back in high school. That's literally the best you can hope for when you're 20 years old like myself. My prime years are behind me. I've dedicated myself to this lifestyle. I legitimately enjoy it and feel happy. I also legitimately believe that one can obtain eternal happiness if he takes the final stride and accepts not being part of a normal social life. I'd rather be on my own and doing things on my premises. It sucks that I have to work to fund upgrading my computer once in a while, but so be it. I wish I could live forever so that I could be around when computer-games exceed today by an incredible margin.
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