Infinite sadness

Is anyone else completely miserable some days and wish that they could just get killed by something?

Suicide is proposterous at this point, I would look like a coward.

I just want to be hit by a car, so I can go out with some dignity.

Maybe I just listen to too much sad music, it's incredible how powerful music and poetry is.

Ah, you're an emo...bangell99

Haha, sounds about right.

and TC if your sad that best thing to do is go for a run or play video games.

Yes, sometimes, damn unrequited love :(

but at least on the good side from feeling like that can make you fear death less.

Is anyone else completely miserable some days and wish that they could just get killed by something?

Suicide is proposterous at this point, I would look like a coward.

I just want to be hit by a car, so I can go out with some dignity.

Maybe I just listen to too much sad music, it's incredible how powerful music and poetry is.

Deathxcore

What you need to do is go for a walk somewhere quiet, don't listen to your music and think things through. Suicide is never the option.

Ah, you're an emo...bangell99

Took the words from my mouth.

And yeah, go find happiness yourself instead of being all "woe is me".

Is anyone else completely miserable some days and wish that they could just get killed by something?

Suicide is proposterous at this point, I would look like a coward.

I just want to be hit by a car, so I can go out with some dignity.

Maybe I just listen to too much sad music, it's incredible how powerful music and poetry is.

Deathxcore

Seriously, I would like to know how getting hit by a car is "going out with some dignity".

Being potentially ripped to pieces, releasing bowel movements, excruciating pain, and witnesses.

I fail to see how that is going out with dignity...

Oh shut up, I've been quiet for 18 years. I can make one post about how crappy some things can be.

Oh shut up, I've been quiet for 18 years. I can make one post about how crappy some things can be.

Deathxcore

How about this: Go see somebody who gives a damn, like your parents? :| Or go see a psychologist...for Gods sake...

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Oh shut up, I've been quiet for 18 years. I can make one post about how crappy some things can be.

super_mario_128

How about this: Go see somebody who gives a damn, like your blog? :| Or go see a blog...for blogs sake...

Fixed.

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Oh shut up, I've been quiet for 18 years. I can make one post about how crappy some things can be.

super_mario_128

How about this: Go see somebody who gives a damn, like your parents? :| Or go see a psychologist...for Gods sake...

The bolded text first.

You know your going to get these Emo replies and the 'we don't care' stuff. Ignor that like you would. A lot of the off-topic Gamespot people see these threads commonly, so it's easy for them to piss take.

Watch some comedy, go for some walks in the bush, look into some good music, learn SELF-RESPECT and heck even have a wank.

Is anyone else completely miserable some days and wish that they could just get killed by something?

Suicide is proposterous at this point, I would look like a coward.

I just want to be hit by a car, so I can go out with some dignity.

Maybe I just listen to too much sad music, it's incredible how powerful music and poetry is.

Deathxcore

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Is anyone else completely miserable some days and wish that they could just get killed by something?

Suicide is proposterous at this point, I would look like a coward.

I just want to be hit by a car, so I can go out with some dignity.

Maybe I just listen to too much sad music, it's incredible how powerful music and poetry is.

badaboom187

I misread that so bad then. Thought you said 'you should just get out and hang yourself with your friends or something'.

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Is anyone else completely miserable some days and wish that they could just get killed by something?

Suicide is proposterous at this point, I would look like a coward.

I just want to be hit by a car, so I can go out with some dignity.

Maybe I just listen to too much sad music, it's incredible how powerful music and poetry is.

TristanShand

I misread that so bad then. Thought you said 'you should just get out and hang yourself with your friends or something'.

Nah. I've realised that, if I'm ever upset about something, it's usually my own fault.SolidSnake35

Yep, pretty much for me as well... Not everytime though.

Ah, you're an emo...bangell99

^ Sorry but that's all I could think of.

Meh, I have a habit of listening to sad music and manipulating my mind into being depressed so that I can write better and be more creative.

I'm pretty much creatively useless when I'm content, I have no need to express because every foot step is a sonnet.

I just got my iPod back yesterday, and just by the re-immersion of being submerged in music can obviously alter my mood and thought process.

I think I just need to stop listening to sad stuff when I get stressed.

Emu?I feel depresed sometimes but not all the time.

Meh, I have a habit of listening to sad music and manipulating my mind into being depressed so that I can write better and be more creative.

I'm pretty much creatively useless when I'm content, I have no need to express because every foot step is a sonnet.

I just got my iPod back yesterday, and just by the re-immersion of being submerged in music can obviously alter my mood and thought process.

I think I just need to stop listening to sad stuff when I get stressed.

Deathxcore

So...it's essentially your own fault you feel depressed, yet you feel the need to complain about it?

You're a laugh! You medium class kids are a blast!

Meh, I have a habit of listening to sad music and manipulating my mind into being depressed so that I can write better and be more creative.

I'm pretty much creatively useless when I'm content, I have no need to express because every foot step is a sonnet.

I just got my iPod back yesterday, and just by the re-immersion of being submerged in music can obviously alter my mood and thought process.

I think I just need to stop listening to sad stuff when I get stressed.

Deathxcore

If you find it hard to look in a mirror and say something positive about yourself, well theres the problem not enough respect/positivity to ones self. Whenever i'm stressed a walk in the bush can help, talking to someone, watching something entertaining, eating something healthy,having a shower works or just thinking how kickass it is to be living in this moment right now. What music do you listen to?

Is anyone else completely miserable some days and wish that they could just get killed by something?

Suicide is proposterous at this point, I would look like a coward.

I just want to be hit by a car, so I can go out with some dignity.

Maybe I just listen to too much sad music, it's incredible how powerful music and poetry is.

Deathxcore

Natural selection has obviously not chosen you to continue on.

I think you know what to do.

Seriously though, talk to your family, and see a doctor, and get some anti-depressants. Its okay to be sad sometimes... but why would you ever want to die? I'll never understand it.

Just make sure to do something about it before you get any worse...

I blame this 'beauty of misery' culture in film, music, books...everywhere. Nothing wrong with being down - whether pubescent hormones, personal tragedy or midlife reassessment - depression usually yields some pretty big realisations. Rather than getting absorbed in the whole chosen-one nobility of it all, surely it's worth looking for the things that you can realistically achieve for yourself: Use that creativity you talk about as a nitro. Don't get stuck worshipping Melancholia!