Lone Wolf

I've noticed that my whole life I've always been a lone wolf. Never really had the same sense of humor or personality or outgoing demeanor as everyone else, I was unique. And now I see how it is when you get older, I don't even bother talking to anyone, I just don't feel like it, unless they talk to me. Its a feeling that nobody out there cares about you so you've got to care about yourself and thats it.

You feel free but sometimes you feel like you're missing that love and that you're not capable of sustaining love even if it hit you square in the face.

Do you feel what I'm saying here? :)

I get what you mean. Sometimes I feel like that when I havne't seen people for a while. But when I actually sociallize that feeling disaperates.

Off topic but whats with all these "Im a loner topics tonight"?

You feel free but sometimes you feel like you're missing that love and that you're not capable of sustaining love even if it hit you square in the face.

derekjeter2005

If you are not capable of sustaining love it makes me think you either dont love yourself, fear loss or things that are out of your control, or are just scared about the unknown...within yourself and otherwise.

Any of that ring a bell?

I've spent some time being the lone wolf...but I've always managed to find a few of the same pack to hang with eventually.