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#1 ghostrc
Member since 2004 • 2604 Posts
I am a 28 years old!

Tonight I have felt a bit sick and decided to stay home.

So I rubbed some VICKS on my chest and SMOKED about 3 pipes so far in efforts to feel better!

I remember not too long ago... (Before bartending) a depression of 4 years.
I would stay home everyday!
No job.
No money.
No vehicle to drive.

IT WAS DARK!

I would have moments while watching a movie where I would start crying.

Yes I said it... CRYING!

Tonight... while watching COLD MOUNTAIN, it happened again.

Sometimes you bottle emotions up for periods of time to COPE with LIFE and actually get out of bed and WORK!

When the bottle gets full...

YOU MIGHT CRY!
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#2 MattyJ78
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So you have post-depression depression?

I'm not sure if Vicks Vapo-Rub and the devil's cabbage are a good combo for you.

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#3 spinecaton
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You summed up your life story into one quick post...

Anyway I do agree, crying every now and then feels good and gets rid of some stress.

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#4 evil_dutchman90
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Well, if it helps, I'm pretty well normal.
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#5 TimothyGibbons
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 I can be random too.
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#6 quadraleap
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I almost had a moment today before work. I ended up keeping the cap on the bottle this time though.

I can't wait until the holidays are over with, that doesn't help.

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#7 Ravirr
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Meh, crying is normal. It releases hormones that actually make you feel better. so crying = good.
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#8 Rekunta
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Meh, crying is normal. It releases hormones that actually make you feel better. so crying = good.Ravirr

Agreed, I cry everyday at the dumbest things.....of course, my life is **** at the moment so it's all good. Comes with the times I suppose.

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#9 Shiggums
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SMOKED about 3 pipes so far in efforts to feel better! ghostrc

3 pipes of what? ;) ;)

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#10 B05T0N
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I like tuhtles.
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#11 Greenwhitegreen
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Well its great that you let it all out dude...:)
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#12 turgore
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Do a barell roll , it always cheers you up .
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#13 double_decker
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I almost had a moment today before work. I ended up keeping the cap on the bottle this time though.

I can't wait until the holidays are over with, that doesn't help.

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