Typical topic.
She was worried because I didn't reply to her last three texts asking me to phone her up regarding something she wanted to discuss between us. I wasn't able to answer because I was sleeping then. Didn't check to see if I had any messages until I received a phone call from her. Was saying how she was worried of losing me and so she just wanted to be friends (not sure what sense that makes) that she kept worrying herself sick of me leaving her, so just wanted to relax. Then she started getting all teary eyed.
I explained to her what she already knew, the corney bits of, she's my only girl, the only one there ever will be, but also how i'm shy, you can count my true friends on one hand, others are only aquintences, there is no one else for her to worry about, nor would I want her to.
It made me realise how I don't want to ever be single again, I can't get back into that game, not anymore, I seriously don't want it. If I go single again now i'll probably be like that for the rest of my life, it made me think of losing her was going to make me live quite a lonley existence, it made me start to want to be with her more then ever. We live quite a distance apart so we don't get to see each other that often, but our fondess grows with it, we have plenty to talk about and do when we eventually meet up.
We kept together, but i'm left shaken now. I don't want to go work, don't want to go out and surf, I want to stay out of the eyes of people for a while.
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