The end.

I just lost the last suitcase of my clothes and a roof over my head 20 minutes ago. I went back to the apartment lounge I was hiding out in over the last 2 weeks and found that the cleaners found them hidden behind the chair and took them to the campus police. One of them pointed me out to another woman from afar as I was leaving, so I know the jig is up and I can't sleep there tonight. If I go there and try to get it back, I'll get locked up for tresspassing.

All I have now is the clothes on my back and a couple spares in my bag. After a year of sneaking in empty library rooms and labs at night to sleep and having them found out and locked up one after another, I now have absolutely nowhere to sleep. I can't call home since I'm not on good terms with my parents and haven't spoken with them in 2 years.

I was never really sociable due to shyness in life, most of the few friends have long since graduated and I know nobody else on campus. I was too ashamed to go to advisors and professors for help all these years, so now my slightly dishevled apparance probably makes me look like some kind of weed addicted burnout miscreant in their eyes, even though it's just sheer tiredness from only being able to sleep 4 hours a night in a crooked chair when I'm sure absoluetly everyone in the hallway has gone to sleep without noticing me.

Oh yeah, I am - or was- an international student and I ALSO lost my passport and F1/ I20 somewhere inbetween the places I've been forced to chenge over the last few weeks, and I have lost all hope of recoivering it. The last real job I had was an intership I got as a freshman nearly 5 years ago. I can't work in the U.S. because I lost my papers (F1, Social Security card) and my work permit expired 2 years ago.

Only thing I'm good at with my hobby is music production and I can't sell my music to anybody. I can't talk to girls whatsoever, in any fashion. I've been frightened of it my entire life. I was pretty sheltered growing up so I didn't really go to parties, or talk to anyone in secondary school as such. I HATE THAT CRAP. I am 26 years old and am ashamed of myself.

Even my cousin, who I paid money to come to the States to attend college here, has long stopped talking to me, so I can't go to HIM for help. I've always tried to walk through life carefully, even prosperously, but with leaving no footprints behind. Now I'm completely freaking lost.

:( 

The Great Wall of Text!!  OMG!!!

Call your parents, don't be too proud to beg.

Or you can sleep on a Park bench. 

Be a man. You live only once.

There's many people suffering out there. Wars, poverty, disease, etc.. Your problem aint NOTHING compare to those situations

Amazing story. You should write a book. Your writing actually moved me.

 But I don't know if its true or not. The part where you lost your papers looks a little fake. Haven't you tried contacting an embassy.

Sounds like you're in a rather hard spot right now. How are you on a computer anyway?quiglythegreat

Yeah I wondered that too 

They're is a thing called a library. gameboi_92

but why would one go over to a library when he's having problems to share it with the net? 

Am I the only one who is too lazy to read this?karlgauci

You are not alone, my brother.  Together we stand strong....and lazy.

Be a man. You live only once.

There's many people suffering out there. Wars, poverty, disease, etc.. Your problem aint NOTHING compare to those situations

RamboSymbiot

Amazing story. You should write a book. Your writing actually moved me.

But I don't know if its true or not. The part where you lost your papers looks a little fake. Haven't you tried contacting an embassy.

crude_darkness

How did you obtain the computer to type this message?TheHimura

Pull the trigger.SpiritEmu

If this person is serious and was somehow able to reach a computer with internet access, then that probably wasn't a good thing to say:(. 

Am I the only one who is too lazy to read this?karlgauci

I read the first two paragraphs and just can't be bothered. I think i'm going to bed.

Like I said. Be a man and get yourself together

[QUOTE="SpiritEmu"]Pull the trigger.DJ-Lafleur

If this person is serious and was somehow able to reach a computer with internet access, then that probably wasn't a good thing to say:(.

Life sucks, it's one of the many easy ways out if you're that screwed.

Am I the only one who is too lazy to read this?karlgauci

Im lazy too, *High Five* :D

Am I the only one who is too lazy to read this?karlgauci

How did you obtain the computer to type this message?TheHimura

Public library. :| 

[QUOTE="karlgauci"]Am I the only one who is too lazy to read this?Sharvie

I read the first two paragraphs and just can't be bothered. I think i'm going to bed.

goodnight, I'm going to bed too in a couple of minutes (12.02am) 

Makes me wonder what series of bad choices led you to this predicament. I would think local shelters and food kitchens could help you get by and I would work on getting those important documents back. Maybe turning yourself in would be a wise choice or at least swallow your pride to ask for help in the right places.

How did you obtain the computer to type this message?TheHimura

[QUOTE="crude_darkness"]

Amazing story. You should write a book. Your writing actually moved me.

But I don't know if its true or not. The part where you lost your papers looks a little fake. Haven't you tried contacting an embassy.

CUFed

So what? It's your embassy man. At least they'er going to help you out.

And BTW, the US is not the only country in the world.

American dream FTW.

Am I the only one who is too lazy to read this?karlgauci

No your not :P 

And even though your situation is so pathetic, you happen to have a computer...

Makes me wonder what series of bad choices led you to this predicament. I would think local shelters and food kitchens could help you get by and I would work on getting those important documents back. Maybe turning yourself in would be a wise choice or at least swallow your pride to ask for help in the right places.quadraleap

I'm going to talk to the international counselor tomorrow, if that doesn't pan out, then it looks like I might have to check around with churches in the area. I'm an agnostic athiest so I hope they don't give me a hard time. :S 

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

Makes me wonder what series of bad choices led you to this predicament. I would think local shelters and food kitchens could help you get by and I would work on getting those important documents back. Maybe turning yourself in would be a wise choice or at least swallow your pride to ask for help in the right places.CUFed

I'm going to talk to the international counselor tomorrow, if that doesn't pan out, then it looks like I might have to check around with churches in the area. I'm an agnostic athiest so I hope they don't give me a hard time. :S 

Join the military.

[QUOTE="CUFed"][QUOTE="quadraleap"]

Makes me wonder what series of bad choices led you to this predicament. I would think local shelters and food kitchens could help you get by and I would work on getting those important documents back. Maybe turning yourself in would be a wise choice or at least swallow your pride to ask for help in the right places.MM555

I'm going to talk to the international counselor tomorrow, if that doesn't pan out, then it looks like I might have to check around with churches in the area. I'm an agnostic athiest so I hope they don't give me a hard time. :S

Join the military.

[QUOTE="MM555"][QUOTE="CUFed"][QUOTE="quadraleap"]

Makes me wonder what series of bad choices led you to this predicament. I would think local shelters and food kitchens could help you get by and I would work on getting those important documents back. Maybe turning yourself in would be a wise choice or at least swallow your pride to ask for help in the right places.CUFed

I'm going to talk to the international counselor tomorrow, if that doesn't pan out, then it looks like I might have to check around with churches in the area. I'm an agnostic athiest so I hope they don't give me a hard time. :S

Join the military.

Actually, last time I checked, they will help you with all of your papers and If you serve in the military, they will help you become a U.S. Citizen. You should probably research it more though...