Yeah. I posted here last night about me and my girlfriend, whether or not if I should trust her. And you guys gave me some great points, but in the end, they all talked about a separation...
And finally, me and my girlfriend just broke up. I tried to tell her how unwanted I felt with her giving attention to all these other guys, and I tried to explain how hard it was for me to trust her. Surely enough, she became furious, I played the defense, trying to calm her down, it just got worse and worse. Then she explained how I reminded her of a past boyfriend, and how she has been seeing someone else. OH REALLY?? For those who were here last night, it was the guy who was sleeping over at her house. I was LETTING my girlfriend cheat on me before my own eyes. Not once, but twice.
So now, somehow she broke up with me, and I feel so lost. I realize that I have been focusing everything on her. I hate the thought of going back to school now. I started playing video games again, like mad. But really, I feel lost, guys. For so long I felt unwanted, and now Im alone again.
What should I do now?? I had plans for her to come over Tueday through Thursday to hang out, and meet my family. We were even going to celebrate thanksgiving together. Now I have to tell everyone that Im alone again. I have NOTHING to do all week. I cant really hang with friends, they have other plans.
Long story short, Im depressed and Im lost. What should I do? I feel like I dont want to do anything. Do I just carry on my normal life, and wait for school on monday, like usual? Thats almost too depressing, to just return to a normal routine, only without a partner, without something to cheer me up through the day, without any of the luxuries of a partner. What now?
:( At least this puts an end to my desperate girlfriend threads.....thanks dudes.
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