I’m in the mood for inspiration! How about you, OT?
Andrew Jackson Jihad in general, but Evil in particular.
Yeah kind of emo but whatever, sums up my state of mind pretty well. Nihilistic folk-punk.
Damn sexy warrior lady.
Sexy, but her facial expressions, movement and when she says Babooshka gives me the creeps.
Damn sexy warrior lady.
Sexy, but her facial expressions, movement and when she says Babooshka gives me the creeps.
Whaddabout when she says Babooshka, gives you the creeps? Ok so I looked it up and it means "older woman." Is that what creeps you out? Or are you going by the Urban Dictionary definition of Babooshka?
Damn sexy warrior lady.
Sexy, but her facial expressions, movement and when she says Babooshka gives me the creeps.
Whaddabout when she says Babooshka, gives you the creeps? Ok so I looked it up and it means "older woman." Is that what creeps you out? Or are you going by the Urban Dictionary definition of Babooshka?
lol older woman doesn't creep me out. It's her facial expression and when she pronounces babooska. It freaks me out. It's like she's high or something.
Such a good pick. I love this song. If your mindset is where mine usually goes when I hear this song -- keep your chin up, you'll be ok.
OT: Rich Spirit
Feeling a mixture of calmness, aggression, and flexing.
@shellcase86: To give context: I'm dealing with some mental health issues that keeps me in and out of depression, and me and my Mother are dealing with the loss of my Grandmother who passed in November, 7 days before my birthday. We were already being told of her decline by Doctors, so my b-day was not the best. For me, this song is more or less where I am at: days bleeding into each other, not feeling active to do much, I am aware of where I want to be and I know I am destined for greatness and that greatness is coming, but it always feels like I am never getting there. Tack that onto my mental health causing low self-esteem and self-degrading comments, yeah, the moody, somber sounds of the song with backends that not all is bad/will be bad, kind of sums up where I am at. Luckily, I'm heading back to school after taking a break and now heading into Computer Science, which is much more concrete and less stressful than the last thing I was aiming for, things are slowly looking up. Plus my Mom has been in my corner all the way and so was my Grandmother, and I have some friends who do check up on me, plus I am working on my mental health, so things are picking up but it can get slow at times.
@blackacezero777: Glad to hear you're self-aware of some of the drivers affecting your mental health. You'll be coming up on the anniversary of your grandmother's death soon. You will be in your feelings. It's normal, happens to me. But yeah, the way that songs ebbs and flows and the image it evokes of passing streetlights lends to a mental picture of days passing by like streetlights at night.
Thankfully, you have so much going on. School and the challenges it presents, as well as your mom and friends, are a great way to cope and distract/redirect those anxieties.
Keep on keeping on!
@shellcase86: Thanks for the positive feedback, I really appreciate it! And same to you! I don't know everything you're going through, but I will pass along the positive vibes and encouragement as well!
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