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#1 TommyWieseau81
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Most of my life has had its ups and downs, but the lowest point in my life so far is probably losing all my friends in school due to an incident which I could have handled a lot better (wont go into further details).

It took me a long time to regain their trust.

So GS, what are yours?

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#2 Engrish_Major
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Easily when I lost my spot on my prime-time sitcom. I called their bluff, and went on a bunch of interviews displaying my bravado and ego, but ended up making myself looking like a fool. I even started an internet meme based upon just one single word.
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#3 deactivated-5c37d3adcd094
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... What was the incident?
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#4 Buttons1990
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Today... And then it will be tomorrow, and the day after that... It will get progressively worse until I die.

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#5 TommyWieseau81
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... What was the incident?kamikaze_pigmy
"(wont go into further details)." Sorry buddy, I'm not going to share it to a stranger :)
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#6 dracula_16
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When I felt like I had nothing to live for. I wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone.

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#7 travisstaggs
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Easily when I lost my spot on my prime-time sitcom. I called their bluff, and went on a bunch of interviews displaying my bravado and ego, but ended up making myself looking like a fool. I even started an internet meme based upon just one single word.Engrish_Major
...Charlie Sheen?
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#8 Mr_Leonis
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I'm living it right now...
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#9 travisstaggs
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Right now.

Not going to go into detail.

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My wife left me last year, I'm getting divorced, and I have an underwater mortgage. I'm not sure if I'm climbing out, or keep falling back in.

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#11 3riForce
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I cant think of a single point but there have been crappy phases.
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#12 Grey_Eyed_Elf
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My ex told me she cheated on me the same month I lost my job.
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#13 deactivated-5c37d3adcd094
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This thread is disappointingly vague. But, hey, I'm not one to miss an opportunity to jump on a bandwagon: An event occurred which caused undesirable consequences (which will never be the same).
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#14 DahrkKilla
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When my girlfriend cheated and left me for her ex, just to do the same to him with another guy.

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#15 tenaka2
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Everytime I go diving.

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#16 xxKai
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When I decided I'm addicted to porn and.. other things, told myself off to my parents, and after my dad called me a sick bastard I felt so horrible, looking at my past at that point not just with the pornography, I came clean after so I'm doin good

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#17 thriteenthmonke
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From about fall 2001 to spring of 2009.
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#18 CammiTac
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But, hey, I'm not one to miss an opportunity to jump on a bandwagon: An event occurred which caused undesirable consequences (which will never be the same).kamikaze_pigmy

Hey! Same thing happened to me!

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#19 tenaka2
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When I decided I'm addicted to porn and.. other things, told myself off to my parents, and after my dad called me a sick bastard I felt so horrible, looking at my past at that point not just with the pornography, I came clean after so I'm doin good

xxKai

Does that mean doing it without porn?

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#20 UltimoIce
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Oh, my life was very low. There was a time where I had nothing, and was utterly miserable. My relationship ended in a malevolent way, my financial situation was in disarray. Basically everything was FUBAR. Fortunately stuck with life, now things couldn't be better.

But man, if I ever thought I would have to sink to such a low point again, I would probably just end it all right now and save myself the pain.

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#21 deactivated-5c37d3adcd094
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Hey! Same thing happened to me!CammiTac

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#22 TommyWieseau81
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Right now.

Not going to go into detail.

travisstaggs

Alright....

At my school there was a fight that went on between a friend and someone who I wouldn't call a friend (but they were ok) over something kinda petty (mostly verbal but they were throwing some punches). Anyway, I tried to break the fight up but my friend told me to F*** off and to let him handle it and something in me went off (I usually have good self control). I charged at him, and beat him up pretty godamn badly(my friend). Anyway, my friends, his parents, my parents and the principal obviously weren't happy at me but I was unrepentant, I said that he got what he deserved (What was I thinking?).

I didn't get any charges pressed against me (luckily) but I made a bad f***ing decision. My friends shut me out but I refused to change.

I saw the error of my ways in time though. I haven't been in a fight since.

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#23 xxKai
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[QUOTE="xxKai"]

When I decided I'm addicted to porn and.. other things, told myself off to my parents, and after my dad called me a sick bastard I felt so horrible, looking at my past at that point not just with the pornography, I came clean after so I'm doin good

tenaka2

Does that mean doing it without porn?

I should re-word that o_o And yeah I found myself a girl and I made her re-act all the fetishes I had while my parents weren't looking jkdon'tjudgeme but it did have something to do with her, I stopped porn cuz it disrespects her in a way I guess? I dunno but it's better between us now
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#24 tenaka2
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[QUOTE="tenaka2"]

[QUOTE="xxKai"]

When I decided I'm addicted to porn and.. other things, told myself off to my parents, and after my dad called me a sick bastard I felt so horrible, looking at my past at that point not just with the pornography, I came clean after so I'm doin good

xxKai

Does that mean doing it without porn?

I should re-word that o_o And yeah I found myself a girl and I made her re-act all the fetishes I had while my parents weren't looking jkdon'tjudgeme but it did have something to do with her, I stopped porn cuz it disrespects her in a way I guess? I dunno but it's better between us now

I would persue this but I have a feeling it involve poodles and possibly a toaster, so lets just move on.

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#25 xxKai
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[QUOTE="xxKai"][QUOTE="tenaka2"]

Does that mean doing it without porn?

tenaka2

I should re-word that o_o And yeah I found myself a girl and I made her re-act all the fetishes I had while my parents weren't looking jkdon'tjudgeme but it did have something to do with her, I stopped porn cuz it disrespects her in a way I guess? I dunno but it's better between us now

I would persue this but I have a feeling it involve poodles and possibly a toaster, so lets just move on.

:P Hush you I'm done with that

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I'm living it right now...Mr_Leonis
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When I decided I'm addicted to porn and.. other things, told myself off to my parents, and after my dad called me a sick bastard I felt so horrible, looking at my past at that point not just with the pornography, I came clean after so I'm doin good

xxKai
wait, I thought everyone loved porn, but by what level do you mean "addicted"? I am intrigued
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#27 fastesttruck
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When what I wanted to do as a career felt like it was never going to be possible b/c I was screwing up so much and couldn't hold myself together at all. But that part has gotten a bit better and I feel theres still hope for it to happen within a few years.
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#28 xxKai
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[QUOTE="xxKai"]

When I decided I'm addicted to porn and.. other things, told myself off to my parents, and after my dad called me a sick bastard I felt so horrible, looking at my past at that point not just with the pornography, I came clean after so I'm doin good

Overlord93

wait, I thought everyone loved porn, but by what level do you mean "addicted"? I am intrigued

It's when it starts messing your life up in ways you never expected, financially, mentally, (wouldn't want to say physically for porn but i'll throw that out there, for the sake of other addictions) etc... the way I see it is there are people who are truly disgusted by porn, then there are people like you described that loves porn and think that two+ people having a fake intimate relationship between just for the lust and pleasure is something normal, then there are people that are addicted people that are at the point where they can't control themselves

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#29 balfe1990
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Today... And then it will be tomorrow, and the day after that... It will get progressively worse until I die.

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#30 Setsa
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When I found out about my current gf's past.... I know it sounds like a really lame thing to get whiny over, but it really, really took me down.
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#31 -GeordiLaForge-
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I got poisoned at Christmas time a few years back.. It changed me in ways I'll likely never recover from...
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#32 konvikt_17
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when i got arrested and almost dropped out of school.

ive posted the story too many times, and i feel it goes unlooked so im not posting it unless im asked too.

im not gonna waste time posting a story no one is going to read

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#33 kayoticdreamz
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[QUOTE="Mr_Leonis"]I'm living it right now...Overlord93
second

When I decided I'm addicted to porn and.. other things, told myself off to my parents, and after my dad called me a sick bastard I felt so horrible, looking at my past at that point not just with the pornography, I came clean after so I'm doin good

xxKai
wait, I thought everyone loved porn, but by what level do you mean "addicted"? I am intrigued

no not everyone loves porn furthermore porn is addicting to everyone that uses it. science proves it(just google search this if you want a lot of proof) porn is basically like free crack cocaine the same chemical in your head that goes off using cocaine goes off viewing porn it is a natural chemical but when it used for self gratifying as opposed to with another human it creates an addiction as that chemical is meant so a couple can focus on each other intensely but when your just doing it with yourself well that dophamine chemical is like a feel good drug that you have access to anytime anywhere. dophamine is also what cocaine triggers to go off in your brain so it is extremely difficult to just up and give up. it really is comparable to free cocaine. perhaps the only difference is it doesnt completely wreck your physical body making it i guess slightly safer. furthermore society tends to accept it so it isnt treated as a problem. and of course the entire subject degrades humans and makes us look at other humans usually women as objects rather than looking at them as a person which greatly affects ones ability to interact properly with people. plus it allows people to live out fantasy instead going out and connect with people which is the natural way to be attracted to people not a fantasy through a computer screen. never mind the ridiculuous insane fetishes that exist because of porn a ton of which arent exactly safe. also there are more than one ex porn star that go into great detail(google it as im sure it is moddable to list it here) about the downright disgusting practices of the business. and lets be honest having sex THAT much with different people will certainly lead to STDs among other things. the entire industry is disgusting quite honestly. but the worst of it all is it is so well accepted and not treated as a real serious addiction and instead is viewed as normal. and before i hear the im not addicted arguement from 99% of this board.....let me ask you this? can you go without viewing porn? i assure you might can get a week or two maybe but try a month or longer youll find you you really are addicted to it if you dont find out in the first week.
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#34 xxKai
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[QUOTE="Overlord93"][QUOTE="Mr_Leonis"] second [QUOTE="xxKai"]

When I decided I'm addicted to porn and.. other things, told myself off to my parents, and after my dad called me a sick bastard I felt so horrible, looking at my past at that point not just with the pornography, I came clean after so I'm doin good

kayoticdreamz

wait, I thought everyone loved porn, but by what level do you mean "addicted"? I am intrigued

no not everyone loves porn furthermore porn is addicting to everyone that uses it. science proves it(just google search this if you want a lot of proof) porn is basically like free crack cocaine the same chemical in your head that goes off using cocaine goes off viewing porn it is a natural chemical but when it used for self gratifying as opposed to with another human it creates an addiction as that chemical is meant so a couple can focus on each other intensely but when your just doing it with yourself well that dophamine chemical is like a feel good drug that you have access to anytime anywhere. dophamine is also what cocaine triggers to go off in your brain so it is extremely difficult to just up and give up. it really is comparable to free cocaine. perhaps the only difference is it doesnt completely wreck your physical body making it i guess slightly safer. furthermore society tends to accept it so it isnt treated as a problem. and of course the entire subject degrades humans and makes us look at other humans usually women as objects rather than looking at them as a person which greatly affects ones ability to interact properly with people. plus it allows people to live out fantasy instead going out and connect with people which is the natural way to be attracted to people not a fantasy through a computer screen. never mind the ridiculuous insane fetishes that exist because of porn a ton of which arent exactly safe. also there are more than one ex porn star that go into great detail(google it as im sure it is moddable to list it here) about the downright disgusting practices of the business. and lets be honest having sex THAT much with different people will certainly lead to STDs among other things. the entire industry is disgusting quite honestly. but the worst of it all is it is so well accepted and not treated as a real serious addiction and instead is viewed as normal. and before i hear the im not addicted arguement from 99% of this board.....let me ask you this? can you go without viewing porn? i assure you might can get a week or two maybe but try a month or longer youll find you you really are addicted to it if you dont find out in the first week.

^Well said!! Thanks for sharing your opinion on this, couldn't really find the right words to say

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#35 tenaka2
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[QUOTE="Overlord93"][QUOTE="Mr_Leonis"] second [QUOTE="xxKai"]

When I decided I'm addicted to porn and.. other things, told myself off to my parents, and after my dad called me a sick bastard I felt so horrible, looking at my past at that point not just with the pornography, I came clean after so I'm doin good

kayoticdreamz

wait, I thought everyone loved porn, but by what level do you mean "addicted"? I am intrigued

no not everyone loves porn furthermore porn is addicting to everyone that uses it. science proves it(just google search this if you want a lot of proof) porn is basically like free crack cocaine the same chemical in your head that goes off using cocaine goes off viewing porn it is a natural chemical but when it used for self gratifying as opposed to with another human it creates an addiction as that chemical is meant so a couple can focus on each other intensely but when your just doing it with yourself well that dophamine chemical is like a feel good drug that you have access to anytime anywhere. dophamine is also what cocaine triggers to go off in your brain so it is extremely difficult to just up and give up. it really is comparable to free cocaine. perhaps the only difference is it doesnt completely wreck your physical body making it i guess slightly safer. furthermore society tends to accept it so it isnt treated as a problem. and of course the entire subject degrades humans and makes us look at other humans usually women as objects rather than looking at them as a person which greatly affects ones ability to interact properly with people. plus it allows people to live out fantasy instead going out and connect with people which is the natural way to be attracted to people not a fantasy through a computer screen. never mind the ridiculuous insane fetishes that exist because of porn a ton of which arent exactly safe. also there are more than one ex porn star that go into great detail(google it as im sure it is moddable to list it here) about the downright disgusting practices of the business. and lets be honest having sex THAT much with different people will certainly lead to STDs among other things. the entire industry is disgusting quite honestly. but the worst of it all is it is so well accepted and not treated as a real serious addiction and instead is viewed as normal. and before i hear the im not addicted arguement from 99% of this board.....let me ask you this? can you go without viewing porn? i assure you might can get a week or two maybe but try a month or longer youll find you you really are addicted to it if you dont find out in the first week.

I think you need one of these, I think they are called a pull pit.

pul

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This. :( Not joking, not even...
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When I had no job, no money and no friends.
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#38 TommyWieseau81
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I think you need one of these, I think they are called pull pit.

pul

tenaka2

I think you need one of these, I think they are called joke books:

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#39 TehFuneral
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I think i am in the lowest point in my life just about now.

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#40 deactivated-5a79221380856
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I'm not doing too well right now. Although I do believe in a general purpose for life, I don't see how it's worth living for. Thinking clearly is really difficult for me as I have a minor mental disability that I may live with for the rest of my life.
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#41 tenaka2
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I think you need one of these, I think they are called joke books

TommyWieseau81

Someone is preaching about porn addiction and I post a pic of a pulpit, spell it 'pull pit' and you don't see the funny side?

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#42 Crazyguy105
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Too many vague answers. Just let it all of out would you? :x :P

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3 days before christmas eve last year, at 5 AM in the morning, on a caffeine overdose, a very important report due in 8 hours and nowhere near finished. Thinking about past mental traumas and family incidents, all i was thinking at that point was the easiest way to kill myself. Throwing myself down the set of stairs would wake up the house, nor would it be particulary lethal, lying in the snow would be too slow, couldn't get rope to hang myself. Tried to slit my wrists with a kitchen knife, and to this day i think i would have succeded had the caffeine rush not kept every single nerve in my body on high alert. You can say whatever you want about GF problems and social issues, but you haven't hit rockbottom until you have almost litterally been begging to be able to kill yourself.

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3 days before christmas eve last year, at 5 AM in the morning, on a caffeine overdose, a very important report due in 8 hours and nowhere near finished. Thinking about past mental traumas and family incidents, all i was thinking at that point was the easiest way to kill myself. Throwing myself down the set of stairs would wake up the house, nor would it be particulary lethal, lying in the snow would be too slow, couldn't get rope to hang myself. Tried to slit my wrists with a kitchen knife, and to this day i think i would have succeded had the caffeine rush not kept every single nerve in my body on high alert. You can say whatever you want about GF problems and social issues, but you haven't hit rockbottom until you have almost litterally been begging to be able to kill yourself.

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Caffenie Overdose? How much Coffee did you drink? This website: http://www.overdosesymptoms.com/caffeine_overdose/caffeine_overdose.html Says you need to drink 80 to 100 cups(Regular Coffee) in a relatively short period of time to endanger your life.
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From the end of last summer til March of this year. I had f***** up on my exams and didn't get into uni and the only unis I could have gone to were really s*** so I had to take a gap year to try again. Retook my exams and got my grades for a pretty good university which now I'm basically living one long ass holiday until I have to go.
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#46 DillonShwing
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Currently trying to get myself out of the lowest point in my life. For the past year and a half I have been living with Pure OCD and severe depression. At one point I had decided that I was going to end it all and I made a list of my posessions and who I was going to leave the individual items to. I would never wish this kind of suffering on any human being.

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#47 DoomZaW
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3 days before christmas eve last year, at 5 AM in the morning, on a caffeine overdose, a very important report due in 8 hours and nowhere near finished. Thinking about past mental traumas and family incidents, all i was thinking at that point was the easiest way to kill myself. Throwing myself down the set of stairs would wake up the house, nor would it be particulary lethal, lying in the snow would be too slow, couldn't get rope to hang myself. Tried to slit my wrists with a kitchen knife, and to this day i think i would have succeded had the caffeine rush not kept every single nerve in my body on high alert. You can say whatever you want about GF problems and social issues, but you haven't hit rockbottom until you have almost litterally been begging to be able to kill yourself.

DeX2010

Caffenie Overdose? How much Coffee did you drink? This website: http://www.overdosesymptoms.com/caffeine_overdose/caffeine_overdose.html Says you need to drink 80 to 100 cups(Regular Coffee) in a relatively short period of time to endanger your life.

"Overdose" might be overdoing it, it's not like the caffeine was the real danger, but it was definitely at least 12 instant (strong) cups on 4 hours, at the very least it was enough to give you a very, VERY bad trip

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#48 MushroomWig
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Actually this question is impossible to answer because we haven't lived our entire life yet.
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#49 JediMindTrip
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Ecstacy overdose in Hollywood (can't really classify this as a continuous low point). Had these red mickeys (usually never have E thats not a Pokeball and not tested). I only took 1 1/2 pills on the way and after parking and leaving the car, we get to all the embedded celebrity stars on hollywood blvd and I started to feel the come up, however the rush hit me fast and it was way too speedy. I touched my bicep and it was all flabby. Started throwing up and heaving everywhere in front of everyone and like a dumbass i didnt eat that whole day so i wasnt throwin up anything but foam and water. My friend was telling me not to drink TOO much water and pace myself. My vision started to go ALL white and that was that fear which defined my "lowest" point. Finally threw up again and saw the red residue from the pills in the vomit which i was relieved to see. Afterward only felt the comedown of it for about a half hour then went away. Shortly after, walking down past the stars we posted in a side alley so i can sit down and some gang banger lookin fa*got offers to sell us E for $20 a pop. First thought was (rip off) then rejected the offer as a cop on the Blvd. cruised by and immediately was lookin in the direction of alley way which screamed NARC, especially being hollywood.
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#50 deactivated-6016f2513d412
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Umm pretty much the last couple of years up until now, I guess. I had a few other low points in life, but they don't match the hopelessness I feel today.