Right now, it's my weight. I was in the ICU twice in '23, and with my condition haven't gotten back to being able to work out. Now gonna start heavy dieting and swimming 5-6 days a week at the gym.
Physically, my loose skin. I've lost about 60% of my body weight and frankly I look like a flying squirrel.
It's a "good problem" to have in that I much prefer being lighter than being morbidly obese, but it definitely makes it hard to pursue intimate relationships. Surgery to get it removed is going to cost $20,000 or so and is NOT covered by insurance. Would anyone like a human-skin belt? Purse? Only cost you $20K
Mentally, I have an insecurity with authority figures and after my recent promotion I'm dealing with the management a lot more than I was before. It's giving me major anxiety. I am slowly learning that people at that level just pretend to know what they're doing, and if I actually know what I am doing, I should be fine 😋
They used to be my pride and joy until that stupid creepy film came out. Now I have to hide them under a big coat. It's a pity because the rest of me is just awful.
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