I've been in love... Maybe twice. I say "maybe" because the first time was different and I'm not sure if all loves are different. Still, I miss her.
The second, and most definate, love... is still on-going, in my heart at least. It's been an on-and-off thing for a few years. The feelings were always there, apparantly for both of us, though neither one stepped up. I think we waited too long, rushed into things, got stupid and ****ed it up. Now I'm stuck in the friend zone, again... the fact that I can say "again" still gives me hope for a future relationship, but after the way I was treated, and the fact that the only person (friends, family included) who truely wants me to keep contact with her is me... Even she's not so crash hot on it. We're at each others throats all the time.
In short, my experience has been very limited, but also quite serious; most importantly it has been painful.
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