I can't really argue. I have male and female friends alike who find her hot lol. The accent doesn't make it worse either. Or what kind of accent gets you going?
In the past I really did not like accents, not even ones from my own country. But now I've grown more accepting. I try to see the good in people rather than how they talk or look...as much at least.
Anyway, I'm probably far too lazy to type up enough questions that would take 40 minutes to answer. So you'll have to make due with small doses at a time. Hopefully that's okay.
I like your answers btw. Maybe it's because it's a union full of unknown people that makes it easier? You'll get taken at face value or something like that. Or is it more a shyness thing, that you referred to?
It's more of a shyness thing. I've become less shy than I used to be. I can't stand that word btw.
Since you describe various types of people, would you consider yourself a judgemental person? Not necessarily in a bad way, even if the word has a negative ring. If not (or even if you do) what do you think of judgemental people?
I know...I contradict myself. I feel like a hypocrit because I wish there was less judgement in the world, and I know I do it. I guess sometimes I do it to protect myself. I usually have an opinion of people when I see them, and I fear what others think of me. But I'm trying my best to negate that.
What sort of group of people do you normally hang with? And do you maybe think that you haven't tried to hang with people of the same interests that appeal to you, out of fear that you won't fit in there either?
This is tough to answer. Lets say I went from a shy kid, to cool crowd, to loner slowly. Now, I try to be friendly with different types of people, but I still sort of fear rejection and stay reserved. I take a while to make friends, and after I can even call people that, I don't spend much time with them. I don't like being a follower...makes me feel desperate.
I also got curious of which you're most concious of (if that's the right way of phrasing it), the present, past or future? What haunts you most as you go to bed at night, regrets of the past, worries for the future or uncertainty of the present?
It used to be regrets from the past, and that still haunts me but I sort of dealt with those issues recently. For a little while it has been the uncertainty of my present that blinds me from the future. I know things can't stay the way they are forever...and it seems like things may end very soon. I think...I used to actually picture myself dying before I became an adult.
Since you mention relationships, what would you consider your ideal mate? Besides being someone you care enough for to live for her (or his) sake. And what do you think has hindered you most from being in a relationship already? Lack of a suitable partner or something else that has held you back?
Miss. Nah, but really...female, would be able to be understanding and a good listener. I can't stand the preppy type or the most wanted girls that people usually go for. A balance between mature and immature I think...too much ofeither usually annoys me. Eh...I'd rather forget my past failures. Idk how many things are holding me back...there is me being extremely reserved, being emo on my appearance eventhough everyone I know says I look good...
Oh...that brings me back to the friend question. When I'm around a group of "friends" I tend to act a little more goofy and less caring. I think it goes into my little theory that it takes at least one other person to bring out a different side of someone. Like bullies or hat not. I tend to notice that someone isn't going to go hate on someone else if they are not with a group already.
Would it be wrong to assume you believe in ying and yang? That all people have both good and bad in them? What are your definitions of good people and bad people anyway? Like what type of person is it that makes you redefine your belief?
Yea I believe that. I mean, I feel like I can't escape the whole yin and yang thing either. I feel like everything is a shade of grey. Well, my definitions of good and bad are sort of judgemental lol. It's just as bad as me saying that rebels who go for the punk rock look are actually followers who can't do their own thing. I'll stick to saying how I feel people care more about themselves and people liking them, even stooping so low to sacrifice others just to get this. I'm no exception, and that is soething I regret. At times I wish I could go back and keep all my friends together, I think that just maybe if I were a better person back then, then maybe that would have rubbed off on people. But at the same time, I doubt it. I'll give you an example of the people that change my mind on my belief. One time back in highschool my "friends" ditched me at the lunchtable. I would never do that to them...I always stayed even if there was only one person left. But anyway, while sitting alone, so random girl came up to me and asked me if I wanted to sit with her and her firends. Of course i declined...but little things like that give me a ray of hope.
Even though you don't know what would happen next on your deathbed, would you say that you believe in the afterlife? If so, in what form? And you don't have to be absolutely sure of so being the case, just go with the thing that first comes to mind.^^
I want to believe...and that's what scares me from time to time. If I feel that I can rationally explain why God must exist...then why do I fear just going to sleep and never waking up? I want to say people will be human shaped spirits all in their prime...and sort of an unconscience unity among everything. But, afterlife can't be more boring than the world we live in...but I can't imagine what could be going on.
Ah, I should've read your whole post. Now my judgemental question is rather redundant. Sorry about that. But from personal experience, I know that emphatic people can have a major flaw and that is to get in too deep for their own good. Has anything of that sort ever happened to you? If it has, how did it affect you and your thinking, your view on things? If it did at all.
Too deep for my own good? I don't think so...at least in the terms of empathy. The only thing I can think of is recently when I let another person get too deep into my life...and my whole world came crashing down. But I think I've recovered. I'd rather not talk about that in the open forum.
Do you feel you easily get angry? What things or ways easiest tick you off? Is that also related to why you took an interest into martial arts, to have an outlet?
Martial arts is more of a way to have a hobby that I actually can say I like, and not just follow the crowd with something. I do get easily angry at times, and it's usually at the people I care about the most.
You'd be surprised at some of the answers I get for the poop question. Some can be rather philosophical. We poop, therefore we exist. Isn't that a good saying? lol
Erm...
Now I mostly asked questions following up your previous answers. I could add some more, new ones, but the post is long enough as is and many of these are borderline personal. So feel free to just answer whichever ones you'd like.
Wait... now that I saw your reply to Mac's post, I have to know... what's the horrifying video that you saw that turned you off from anime? O_O
Goosh goosh...
Nicasso_
Your answers good sir/ma'am are in bold.
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