I've started packing for New York, and it hasn't been easy, just dealing with that task alone. But also dealing with my family and boyfriend. My mom was just very quiet when I told her... happy for me, but at the same time, very disappointed. On the other hand, my dad had a huge blowout. He siad that I could persuade my dancing right here in Cali, but I disagree. Now, he won't talk to me and I know that deep inside he's happy for me, too, but he just covers it up with anger. Im not as upset about their reaction because I know that they'll eventually come around. But my boyfriend... that's another story.
I called him to come over so I could tell him, and he did. I first just spent szome time with him, because I wasn't sure if it would be the last time after I told him. When I broke the news to him, he responded just like my mom, quite and very sad. I told him about working out a long distance relationship, but he said that those never work out. He just started to walk out, and when I tried talking to him, he said that he just needed some time. In guy language, that could mean different things. So he left, and hasn't gotten in touch with me yet. I'm pretty sure we just broke up, and I really don't want that to happen. But I just have to go to new york for many reasons. So now, My family AND boyfriend is mad at me, and I still have a TON of packing to do.
im not having a good day :?
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