okay so for anyone who actually will read this i'll keep writing. i have a new lovee! his name is david levi and yes, he is in the naked brothers band. hes is gorgeous.

       have you ever noticed that family is bizzare? in more than one way. in the way that you say you hate them and that you know you were adopted but then you love them. and in the way that almost anyone is in your family. like friends and other people. well those of you reading may wonder what the heck i'm talking about. yeah well my family is crazy like that. most of the time, my brother and i hate them. and then we love them (its a gift to be able to do that =]). but the real question is how many of us have that kind of relationship with our family? and how many of us don't. how many of us actally love our family 24/7. real love. and how many of us don't have friends we call family. i have at least 5 girls i call "sisters" but the problem with that is you actually seem like you love them more. i guess i'm just wondering..do these things seem normal? i mean..is it okay to feel these things and go through them? and am i crazy for bothering to ask about it? answer please.