Wow! I've really been out for a long time. lol I guess I got a little tired of this site and only stopped by some blogs to know if everybody was Ok. Seeing as how I didn't wish anybody a Happy Thanksgiving, a Merry Christmas or a Happy New Year... I apologise for that. But I really do hope you all had very merry holidays :) Santa was very generous this year. Hehe.. I got a mp3, a new cell phone, a perfume that smells heavenly, some Pjs and clothes. Now, everywhere I go, I have to take my new toys :P The New Year was spent, since I've been here, at my grammas house. My family, my aunts, my uncles, my cousins and my grampas... When we're togther, nobody makes more noise than us! lol Our last minutes of 2005 were picking up pieces of glass from a cup that my little cousin through to the floor lol Seconds after mid-night, I received more kisses from my family than in a whole year loOL I kid, I kid... :P My grades? Well... I didn't get anything below 10. (The grades here are from 1-20) I could've done better and this term I promise I will :) These past few months I've made some new friends and I've been having lots os fun with them. I'm not as shy as I was before and it's helped me a lot. I've been going to the gym and I have lost weight, but lately I don't feel the same "excitement" about going to the gym like before. I still go, but I don’t feel like it. Last Thursday I tried out the sauna (I don't know if it's called that in English) and I must say... It's one heck of an experience. Goodness, it's so relaxing; I could stay there the whole day. All the stress I had, had gone away. I recommend it for whoever's stressed out. So, you must be thinking to yourselves (or not): Why hasn't she talked about Silva yet? Well, I'm gonna tell you. In December, things couldn't get any better. One of my friends was having a birthday and he invited my class (so Silva was also going). He told us to be at the restaurant at 7.30. My friend that was taking me is like the movie stars: always gets there an hour later. So, when we actually do get there (an hour later) I see everybody looking at us through the window. And, modesty to the side, I was gorgeous. I had gone to the salon, I had new clothes… the whole nine yards. I can honestly say it was one of the few times were I could look into the mirror and say: I look beautiful. :) Continuing... We enter the restaurant, I say happy birthday to my friend and guess who’s staring at me? Yep, it was him. Throughout the dinner we would exchange looks and I would pretend it was nothing :P Long story short: we flirted all night long and I even convinced him to buy me a drink :P And these last couple of months have been always like that... I even started going to his basketball games. The first time I went was December 18th. (The beginning of our Christmas vacation) I couldn't even imagine being away from him for two weeks! Then when school started again he told me that when he saw me at the game, that he dedicated a basket to me and I just melted :P Hehe But lately I feel he's different with me... I don't know how to explain it. So yesterday, I decided to go easy and 'ignore' him for a while just to see if he says or does something. No going to his games, no talking to him... everything. It was really hard deciding this, but I think it's best... :S Well, I guess your tired of reading.. lol So, more next time :) How have you guys been doing? Kisses * * *