mood: oh God do help me !!!!

music: No Woman No Cry - Ben Harper

Day full of emotions !

During the night, strange nightmare - dreamed with a former colleague who left the company sometime ago and with the Barbie girl. So strange and yet, so predictable! Now it is time to forget - no point mourning of the spilled milk.



In the morning, the eyes were puffy like if I had cried all night - I think the swimming pool had too much chloride and as I am alergic to it, no surprise they were pretty sore. Clean face for the day - just like a school girl.



Then, I arrived at the office just to find out the net was down - no emails, no internet, nothing was working. A lightning storm in Curitiba on Friday set equipments on fire and maintenance team crazy all around the city trying to fix everything. Perhaps tomorrow things will be back to normal.



Because of that, Big Blonde Boss didn't receive my ranting email. Being stupid as I am, I disregarded this as a sign to stay quiet and did speak up my mind. As usual, he appreciated my gesture, thanked me a lot and, because he insists in speaking Portuguese, I am so far not sure if he did get the whole point. I hope so - it would be a very unpleasant surprise for both of us if he did just the opposite I have asked him to.



I don't know yet if I am promoted or unemployed. Be my guest - your bet is as good as mine. The important is that I unburdened my heart and put a good fight for what I believe in. I am fighting for myself and if Prime Minister is pouting, screw her. I don't give a damn. Now it is wait and see what happens. Fingers still crossed and already hurting. As well as my shoulder - seems that tendinite (don't know the word for inflamation of shoulder tendon) is here to stay. Now I have to be careful so no one notices it.



Good news - enrollment completed with success ! I can only attend 4 disciplines this semester due to conflicts of schedule. But it is better than nothing. Next semester I will try to compensate. So, it is count the days until Feb 12 !!!



What else ? Oh, yes, good perspectives announced by the horoscope. Seems that until Jan 31 I will be a star. Social magnetism, lots of good things in work, love, everything. Couldn't be better. Says there I will be even beautiful during this period. For Christ sake, I do need that !!!!

Anyway, just a period of serenity would be nice to me. It is all I want - peace, tranquility !!!