A Merry Christmas to you all from Sweden! I hope you get what you all wished for!

This poem is written by Elsie Johansson. Its one of my favorites.

Sorg och tanke går mest i par. Sviker den ena, står den andra kvar. Tanken är dock mest aggressiv, den håller gärna sorgen vid liv.

In English, it would go like this:

Sorrow and thought walks mostly in pair. Fails the one, stands the other behind. Thought is yet most aggressive, it holds gladly sorrow at life.

Ok. I will do this survey. Read and enjoy.

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True Or False Survey!

Appearance:
I am shorter than 5'4": False.
I have many scars: False.
I tan easily: False. (I get red like a lobster.)
I wish my hair was a different color: False.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: False.
I've had/have braces: False.
I wear glasses or contacts: False.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger: No. :(
I have/had more than 5 piercings: False.
I have/had piercings in places besides my ears: False.
I have freckles: False.

School/Work:
I'm in school: False.
I have/had a job: True. (I work at a stable and on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, I work as an librarian.)
I've fallen asleep at work or school: False.
I almost always do my homework: False. (I am NOT in school anymore.)
I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years: False. (I dont even know what it is.)
I failed more than 1 course last year: False.
Fired: False.

Embarrassment:
Disney movies still make me cry: False.
I've laughed so hard I've cried: True. (It happens.)
I've glued my hand to something: False.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose: False.
I've had my pants rip/drop in public: False.
I was born with a disease/impairment: True. (Err... Does Autism count?)
I've sat in a doctors office with a friend: True.
I've had a serious surgery: False.
I've had chicken pox: False.

Experiences
I've gotten lost in my city: False.
I've seen a shooting star: False.
I've wished on a shooting star: False.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas: False.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator: False.
I've been to a casino: False.
I've been skydiving: False.
I've played spin the bottle: False.
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour: False.
I've been in a car crash: False.
I've been skiing: True. (It was when I was younger but now... No.)
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue: False.
I've sat on a roof top at night: False.
I've played chicken: False.
I've played a prank on someone: False.
I've ridden in a taxi: True. (I was in Croatia.)
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show: False. (What is it anyway?)
I've eaten Sushi: False. (Eww... Sounds groose.)
I've been snowboarding: False.

Random:
I own over 5 rap CDs: False.
I own multiple designer pants and shirts, costing over $100 a piece: False.
I own something from Hot Topic: False. (I dont even knew it existed.)
I own something from The Gap: False. (What is it?)
I own something I got on e-bay: False. (Huh?)
I own something from Abercrombie: False. (What is it?)

More Random:
I can sing well: True. (I am really good at singing.)
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant: False.
I open up to others easily: False. (I am shy.)
I watch the news: False. (I get depressed.)
I don't kill bugs: True.
I curse regularly: True.
I sing in the shower: False. (I have a bathtub.)
I am a morning person: True. (I get up at 05:45 in the morning. Beat that!)
I am a sports fanatic: False. (I hate sports.)
I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day: False.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue: False. (I love purple.)
I sometimes wear pajamas to school: False.
I know how to boil water: True.
I laugh at my own jokes: False. (I am NOT that funny.)
I am really ticklish: False.
I bite my nails: True. (Cant help it.)
I play video games: True. (I have Nintendo DS and Wii and I sometimes play on my computer.)
I'm good at remembering faces: False. (I am good at remember animals but not their owners.)
I'm good at remembering names: False.
I'm good at remembering dates: False.
My answers are totally honest: True.

Category: Beauty/ Vanity
1. are you tan?: No
2. do you use proactiv?: No.
3. do you wear make-up daily? No.
4. do you own chanel perfume?: No.
5. do you shower daily?: Yes. (Actually I bath but...)
6. do you go to the tanning bed?: No.
8. do you use MAC make-up?: No. (Huh?)
9. do you use other make-up products?: No.
10. do you straighten your hair everyday?: No.

Category: Friends
21. Is a best friend a promise or a label?: A promise.
22. Do you have more than one best friend?: Yes. (Who counts anyway?)
WHERE DID NUMBER 23 GO?? Why are you asking the guy who's answering the questions?
24. Do you have too many friends to name?: No.
WHERE'D 25 go?? Stop asking the one who's answering the questions!
26. Do you hang out with w/ friends everyday?: No.
27. Do you have pictures of your friends on your walls?: No.
28. Do you call more than 3 of your friends regularly? No.
29. Is your best friend a girl?: Yes. (Some of them are.)
30. Are your friends in a lot of your courses?: No. (I am NOT in school anymore. -.-' )

Category: Fashion
31. do you have originality?: Yes.
33. do you own a designer handbag?: No.
34. do you own something from Lacoste?: No.
35. do you wear leggings?: Yes. (If you mean jeans.)
36. is the only color you will never wear yellow?: No.
37. do you get fashion tips from magazines?: No. (I dont care.)
38. do people copy your friends: No.
39. do you shop at a&f and hollister?: No.
40. do you wear sweats a lot?: Yes. (Sweatshirt? Yeah.)

Category: TV/ Movie
41. are you a movie freak?: Yes.
42. have you seen over 30 movies In the past 2 months? : No.
43. do you have a show that you MUST watch?: Yes. (Storm Hawks.)
Where did 44 go?!?!?! Now I'm asking!!!
45. have you ever seen an episode of Grey's Anatomy?: No.
46. is your favorite movie Finding Nemo?: No.
47. do you like scary movies?: Yes.
48. do you watch 30+ hours of TV a week?: No.
49. do you own over 100 DVD's?: No. (I have many DVD´s but I havent counted them.)
50. Is law and order awesome?: No.

Category: Music
61. do you like all types of music?: No.
62. do you hate rap?: No.
63. have you been to 5+ concerts?: No.
64. have you ever been to a concert?: Yes.
65. does panic! at the disco own you?: No. (Who are they anyway?)

Category: Family
75. are you an only child?: No. (I have a younger sister.)
76. do you like your living arrangement?: Yes.
77. do your grandparents spoil you?: Yes.
78. do you have a lot of cousins?: Yes. (Well...I havent counted.)
79. do you love your family?: Yes.
80. do you have half/step brother(s)/sister(s)?: No.

Category: Appearance
81. are you tall?: Yes.
82. do you wish you were taller?: No. ( I am 172 cm long.)
83. is your shoe size 8?: No.
84. are you comfortable with your appearance?: Yes.
85. are your eyes blue?: No. (I have green eyes.)
86. is your hair brown?: No. (I am Silverblond. My mom is jealous at me because of that. :D )
87. are you wearing jeans at the moment?: Yes.
88. have you been called handsome before?: No. :(

29/2-07. (About 9:00 in the morning.)

Dear Diary. This is going to be exiting! Today is the last session in the contest and I had a phone-call yesterday. It was one of my friends from school. She and I has a band that we have started and she told me that we had a gig! Our band was going to play two of our songs before the session begunned and I was thrilled! We had been practicing on songs that we had "borrowed" from cds. The song is called: "So good". And I havent told Jamie about it. But I have told Starlett, she is playing in the band to. She was overjoyed! The other song we were going to play was a song that was singed by Cascada. The song is called: "Truly, Madly, Deeply". I am playing a electric-guitarr and so does even Starlett. And the friend who called, Lilly, is playing a electric-piano, and we also have a drummer, BT. And we have a stand-in for the electric-guitarr and drummer, believe it or not, its Astral. BT could not make it today so Astral will jump in for him. I promise to tell you how the band started in another chapter. We call ourselves: "The Super Band" because we really rock! Well, gotta go. Both me and Starlett has to prepare everything before its time. We have to do a sound-check and rehearse on the songs. Jamie is going to be surprised cause I have never told her that Starlett and I are in a band. Bye for now, Angel.

28/2-07. (Afternoon.)

Dear diary! She did it!!! Jamie won the spell-session in the contest! It was awesome! She made herself disappear and summoned dragons in rainbow-colors! I just LOVED it and so did even the crowd and the judges. I was so proud over her, my little Jamie. When she showed up in the lobby, I picked her up and hugged her hard and then I spinned around, holding her up high, so everyone could see her and her medallion! The only ones that was not happy about it was Mandarin and Nissa. I meet them when I was on my way out. I smiled at them and said that I knew that Jamie was going too win this session. Mandarin snapped that it wasnt over yet and that in the next session, Nissa was going too win, big time. I shrugged and said that I doubted it, because now, when Jamie knows about the bet, she will work even harder. Mandarin laughed and said that Jamie was nothing compared too Nissa and Nissa, she had the nerve too jump up in my arms again and she even purred, just like Jamie does! And Nissa only did this too tease Jamie because I saw that Jamie was flusterd and sad because Nissa was now in my arms. I dropped Nissa and told her that she hasnt won anything yet. She smirked and said that she doubted that Jamie would win at all. And when she and Mandarin was leaving, she yelled over her shoulder that she was looking forward too have training-sessions with me and she even called me "mommy". I had too grab Jamie, because she wanted too attack Nissa! And I dont actually blame her but I made her calm down. Well, I gotta go. I am about too make Chocolate-pancakes to Jamie as a reward that she won. I am so proud over her. *Sniff.* Bye for now, Angel. 

28/2-07.  (About 5:35 in the morning.)

Dear diary. I had been having trouble with my sleep, a matter of fact, I cant sleep at all! I have only sleept for a while and then suddenly wake up again. I am nervous about the contest, I guess. I have been sitting here and walked down the road of memories. One thing I really remember clearly is this: I was in the training-room and exercised on my own, listening to music. When I am listening to music when I train alone I have the volume on loud, so I cant hear anything but the music. Suddenly, the music stopped! I also stopped and turned around. Jamie was standing next to the stereo and she looked like that she had something she wanted too ask me. I walked up to her and asked her what she wanted. Jamie hold up a picture, I looked at it. It was a group-shot with me, Chiro, Starlett and Monkey-Team. That picture was taken long before Jamie and the rest showed up. Jamie asked me who the girl was. She pointed at me on the picture. I laughed and said to her that was me before I cut my hair off. She hadnt recognised me on the picture because on the picture, I had long hair. She looked at me and then on the picture, she looked a little ashamed but I picked her up and said that it was ok. Anyone could have made that mistake. Well... Thats all for now. Gotta go. I will make myself some cocoa. Bye for now, Angel. *Yawn.*

27/2-07.

Dear diary. I am now in my own room. Chiro and I had a fight! We had a real go at each other this time. Otto had told him about the bet that Mandarin and I have and he went crazy! He asked how I could be so stupid that I had agreed on that and I answeared, well, look who is talking! Everybody was looking on, terrified about the whole thing. Well, exept for Jamie that was still asleep in her room. But... I thaught that I saw her for a moment during the argument but I am not sure. Well... Gotta go! I have too check on Jamie and make sure that she is asleep. She needs her sleep for the next session tomorrow. Bye for now, Angel.

27/2-07.

Dear diary. I am so angry at Mandarin and his dragon Nissa right now! Those loons threw black, bad-smelling ooze on Jamie when she was making her preformance in the flying-session in the contest! I took Jamie back to the ocean and gave her a new bath and I even used a schampoo that smells just like Jasmine (the flower). While I was doing that I tried too comfort her cause she was still crying. Suddenly she asked me why Mandarin and Nissa was doing this and what Mandarin had ment when he said that I would be his. I gulped. Should I tell her, I thought. I was not sure if I should do it, cause she was already under pressure. I decided too change subject and asked her what the next session was about. She told me that it was about spells. I smiled at her and said that I knew she could win that one. I managed too clean her from the ooze and told her too stay with Otto while I was taking a walk. I walked away too find Mandarin and Nissa and I found them. They were training for the next session. Mandarin turned around and gave me a smirk and asked how Jamie was doing. I snapped that I had managed too get rid of all that ooze and I asked why he and Nissa had done that too her. He shrugged and said that in love and war, anything is allowed. I said to him too stay away from Jamie. He asked me if I had told her about the bet and I said that I would do that after the contest. He laughed and said that if I told Jamie about the bet, maybe she could do better then she was doing now. Altough Nissa was way better then Jamie, he added and suddenly Nissa jumped into my arms and she asked if I was going too be with them, could she call me "mommy" too? She added that she promised too be a better "daughter" then Jamie. I dropped her and said that they had not won yet and that there was a chance that Jamie could win it all. Mandarin and Nissa laughed! It was close that I had smacked them!!!! But suddenly, I heard a noice behind me! I turned around and was stunned! Behind some boxes, I saw Jamie and Otto and Chidori stand and they gave me a chocked stare! Jamie started too cry and I walked up to her and picked her up and walked away with her in my arms and followed by Otto and Chidori. I am now sitting on Jamies bed, she has finally falled asleep. I promised her too stay with her all night. Well... Gotta go. I can hear my cousin Chiro coming and he is not happy. I can hear that in the way he walks. Bye for now, Angel.

26/2-07.

Dear diary! The contest is still going on! I noticed that Jamie was a little nervous, I was sitting on her back and we almost hit the roof! After she was done with her flying-lessons with Sprx, I took her aside and tried too make her relax. I gave her a bath in the ocean with a new schampoo that made her blue skin sparkle in the sun! After that I give her a manicure on her claws. When I was done, they looked razor-sharp! I also gave her a massage with an oil that smelled like strawberry and when I was doing that, I told her that winning was not all their was in a contest. The most importent thing was too have fun. Mandarin was passing through and he laughed when he heard that! Jamie looked a little more relaxed then before. She enterd the next part of the contest while I stayed behind too talk with a friend from school. After a while I heard someone cry: "MOMMY!!!!!" I turned around and I was stunned! Jamie came running at me! She was crying and was also coverd in some sort of bad-smelling ooze! She jumped into my arms and I managed too make her tell me what happened. It was Mandarin and Nissa, again! Well, gotta go! I have too give Jamie a new bath. Phu! Bye for now, Angel.