Ok, so a lot of my friends have been emailing me & some people here have been PMing me about my career change. It has to do with my past, I was never part of a gang, mind you, I was a jock, hanging with the bball team, tutoring after school, volunteering for clubs. There was a gang war going on. I dropped out on a normal high school experience after my sophomore year, because a gang cornered me in a locker hall (wrong place, wrong time)& pulled a gun on me& they said they would kill me if I showed up to a dance we were having. I went to a party& ended up stabbed, of course my parents pulled me out of school to do home-school.
Well, at my Junior College, I was jumped in a parking lot& stabbed 2 times& had a gun shot@ me, but it missed, luckily. I dropped that semester to heal& finished my time there after the gang was arrested. Later that yr, one of my friends was murdered in a park. I found out the girls were released on bail &they ran away from the crime scene, except for their leader. Well, since then, I have been jumped1 other time& my poor car paid the price. 2 girls& a guy jumped me@ a barbecue last summer, the guy tried tackling me, I shifted& slammed his head into my car. the two girls ended up with broken hands& noses, while the guy sustained a severe concussion.
Anyway, lastnight I got phone call, from my best friend saying her baby sister was shot multiple times& didn't make it. Now, a lot of asian girlsback in San Diegoare often mistaken for one another. C-Dawg, was a basketball player like me, dressed in bball shorts & t-shirt. always has a ponytail, somebling, iPodinon with a ball in her hands&alwayshasnew kicks on her feet. Anyway, there was a driveby & she was the target. My BF is torn up & I feel SO guilty, it should've been me! She was on her way to a full ride to Stanford, and was going to become a lawyer, while I am a washed up baller who is trying to help her family out...I want justice to be served, that is why I want to become an officer, to make those people pay!
R.I.P. C-Dawg! #18 will be forever remembered!!!