Tony, you had better run the next time you see me. I can't find the file Gibbs asked for and you were the last one to have it. If I get slapped on the back of the head then rest assured I'm going to take it out on you!

Gibbs asked me today whether I would be able to shoot Ari if I came face-to-face with him. I couldn't answer. He may be a terrorist, a kidnapper, a double agent and a traitor but he is my half brother.

The Moussad agent part of me can shake it aside. Ziva, the person, she's not so sure.

America is very different to Israel. For one, the military clerks don't carry weapons. For two, I can walk around without fear of being shot. It's a nice change but will take some getting adjusted to. I went to the Caf-Pow! Cafe today. I met a nice person called Rogue. The cafe wasn't open so I left. I needed a coffee badly. Ziva