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Ok so, lets see. Much has changed since my last blog. Uhm..... Let's see where to start.... oh ok.

Well, as far as the best friend issue, it has been resolved. There are still issues but its bearable. We aren't back to the best best friend thing yet, but We'll get there. She hangs out with this chick I highly disslike, so its sooo awkward. But I'm dealing.

Uhm. I had a boyfriend back in Feb. but we broke up a month later. Haha. it was so ironic because it was the day before our one month, we broke up. It was ok and I handled it considerably well. Actually, I was meaning to break up with him the next morning. I hate internet break ups, so I was going to wait for school. Oh well. He was ok, but not for me.

Oh, report cards came out and I dropped my GPA big time. It's all because of my stupid english class. I hate the teacher so much. He doesn't tell us anything; missing assignments, imcompleted assignments, and those essays. Ugh. He pisses me off! He doesn't even teach! He's like ok., read this and that, have this done for tomorrow. He doesn't even check the homework he assigns. Another thing is no review for a quiz or test. ugh.

Hmm... ok. So, my mom is moving in the next two weeks. I have no idea what I'm going to do with out her. I dont have anywhere to go if my dad's being an ass. I'm mean, sure I can go call my uncle and grandpa, or talk to MS. Z but I don't like to impose on them! Ugh. I know I'm gunna cry. :cry: Let's just say I'm not looking forward to the next 2 months. At least, I get to see her in June. Hopefully, Dad'll let us go for the 6 weeks. Haha. That would be cool, 6 weeks in Fl. woo.

anyways, Later!

Ellie

Why

Mood: Gloomy
Listening to: wolf's rain- The Flower Madain
Reading: Angel Sanctuary 17
Watching: nothing
Playing: with one of the stories I'm writing
Eating: nothing... but chewing on my lip, again
Drinking: abosolutely nothing.
so... my best friend is being a total **** She totally lied to me, and is ditching me. Its pissing me off... so I finally gave in and I'm not talking to her. so, I guess, I'm best friendless now. She told my ex who i liked, yea not so bad, its forgiveble in a couple days. but thats not the end of it. she frigging than tries to lie about it. she says to me "Oh, my bad! I didn't think you were yelling at me beacause of that. and like you shouldn't be mad at me." When the day before she actually understood why I was mad. Direct conversation.

Tim: I know you secret, I know who you like. I looked at toni and said.
Ellie: Toni, you **** why did you do that.
Toni: Well he threatened my life.
Ellie: What the hell toni. He can't do that! then i walk into my forbidden I mean what the **** it pisses me off so much. I mean what the hell. Does anyone's best friend tell your ex boyfriend who your current love is?! And to top it off, the guy I'm crushing on has a girl friend. Talk about double blow. Then the following couple days go by, and I'm still not talking to her, when she posted a bullent saying "I'm still going to otakon, but not with Ellie." wha the hell.... we've been planning that for over a year now! what the hell is wrong with her?! I'm soo pissed at her. Right now. I want nothing to do with her, or anything. its ridiculous. I hate it. sooo much.. and to top it off, She starts yelling at me. Like, I'm the one at fault. NO! she lied to me, broke my trust, and did all this stuff and she's barking at me~! :evil: Like what the **** So, I'm not talking to her for a while. And I haven't been.

But beisdes the ex best friend thing..... Every things ok.. .well. As ok as i can get. Christmas was fun. Mom got me my favorite books and new shoes. Dad got my japanese stuff and more manga. And new years, but pretty good too. I went to new york city again. Hung around Times Square and did all that fun stuff, saw the tree...... I've finished a sotry I've been working on since the summer. So I ws Happy about that. I was very happy with dad, because he's been letting me have some hot sake. YUM!

Love letter of hope.

I wrote a love letter for my writing class. I'm very proud of it.... I think it came out well. Anyways. It's a little short, but its truly a one-shot.... :roll: Mr. Robbins gave me a big fat 100 on it.. and normally, i don't get them in his class... He's slowly killing me, then rebuilding me piece by piece; from a floppy, messy, mediocorer writer into a better one. Tell me what mina-san thinks eithere here or on Fanfiction.

 

Dear My Little Wolf,


You may not remember me, but eight years ago, we fell in love. We were happy, and in ignorant bliss. Syaoran, my wolf, something tore us apart. Don’t you remember? Oh, what am I saying? Of course you remember. We were so happy, but then those two factors were still in our way, Melin and your family elders.

When you left for china, I didn’t know how to live, breathe, without you. We were always together. I was immobilized for weeks crying and pitying myself because I had lost my love, my other half, my soulmate. Syaoran, did you accomplish your goals?

Have you kept your end of the promise? I’m still waiting for you, here in Tomoeda. Have you convinced the elders to cancel the engagement? Have you succeeded in taking over your father’s place in the head of the Li clan?

My little wolf, do you plan to leave me? Are you coming for me like you promised? Well, Darling, I have news. I’m graduating in a few months and I have been accepted to the University of Hong Kong. Isn’t that wonderful? My father, Touya, Yukito, Tomoyo and Kero are all excited. They say that were all moving to Hong Kong.

Father, Touya and Yukito are still in the archaeology department. Thank goodness that they found jobs in Hong Kong already. As for Tomoyo, she’s going to start a branch of her mother’s toy company and on the side start her own fashion business.

We all miss you, Syaoran. Kero-Chan, surprisingly, misses you almost as much as I do. He’s always asking me to get in touch with you, but every time send letter to you, I never receive one back from you.

Have you received any of my letters? I pray that you get this one letter. Syaoran, my wolf, I must leave now. Goodbye and good luck.

 

Love Always and Forever,

Your little Cherry Blossom,

Sakura

 

 

Days go by

Listening to: Reggie & the Full Effect- Your boyfriend hates
Reading: Sensual Phrase vol. 1
Watching: X-men WOOOHOO!
Playing: with my bangs
Eating: nothing... but chewing on my lip, again
Drinking: Hot bigalow tes called sweet dreams.

Well....Its been almost a week since the concert.It kicked **** ass. We, my mother and I, had a little trouble with the trains... They were so kawai.... I tell you what, I'm NEVER going on one of those trains by my self! NEVER EVER.... they're so freaky at night..... anyways.... At the concert, we made budies! lol We met two of the security guys and they gave us free waters. lol... (the waters are like five dollars each there!) And we were soooo **** close to the stage. The side speakers were blaring in our ears! you know when you can feel the rythm of the beats beat insync with your own body? Well I had that, and its one of the best feelings I get! I love that feeling. Anyways.... I found out a very juicy detail about our famous Amy Lee. our security guy told us... lol... our Lead singer of Evanescence, Amy Lee plays a fake piano during concert... Its true! I saw it with my own eyes! Her fingers never pressed down on the keys! I was like crazy. :o .... I had an awsome time..... The group didn't play all their new songs of the new albun, the open door. I was a little dissapointed in that.... But it was still an aswome concert...... Ew but on the trains going home, some weirdo black guy tried to pick me up. It was gross.... Seriously, men disgust me.... What the hell is wrong with people in this age..... .... Ugh... don't answer that... That was more of a rhetoric question.... :(

Oh ya.... I dyed my hair again.... I used Deadly nightshade from manic panic.... it turned out nice for the first couple days.... But now its fading. ugh.... thats what I get for using temporary dye against black. lol... oh well....

So this week, I was incredibly happy, kinda..... You know in that speaking and wrting class i have, well some of you may not, but now you do. I got a 100 on a paper.... and everyone told me I would NEVER reach that..,,, but I did... I pushed myself tooo hard on that paper... :shock: it nearly killed me.... But now my average is a 77.... still incredibly low for me, but I need to force myself to pull it up to atleast a B..... if I get that in this class... I don't know, I'll throw a mini party on deviant and write something for my watchers. lol..... but actually, I'll probably reward myself with more anime/manga. lol.... 'Cause thats jsut in the mood I'm in... Anime and Manga all around mina!

So... My best friend isn't being a best friend... Shes neglecting me and skipping out on me... And shes really pissing me off.... But I'm the kind of person that would never start anything with anybody. But seriously, I can't take her selfishness anymore.... And to tell you all, I'm feeling like she's not really a friend anymore.... and that kills me... because, I have no one else up here. Honestly, the others are all superficial and really have no effect on me. Except neal and matt, but they're busy with college and don't have time. and I would never ask them to do anything that would jepordize their college career.... Man... It sucks being alone.... I've felt it before, and I'm feeling it again. and I'm too shy to say anything about it..... :cry:

So, Ja-ne mina!

 

Hmm... well some info about me.

ok, well..... My top ten favorite animes
1. Inuyasha
2. Sukisho
3. FMA
4. Tsubasa Chronicles
5. Rurouni Kenshin
6. Descendents of Darkness
7. Cardcaptor Sakura
8. Midnight Detective: Nightwalker
9. Fruits Basket
10. Angel Sanctuary

My top ten Favorite Manga:

1. Fruits Basket
2. Angel Sanctuary
3. CardCaptor Sakura
4. Tsubasa RESvoir Chronicles
5. Inuyasha
6. Shutterbox
7. Princess AI
8. Lost Boys
9. Our Kingdom
10. The dreaming

ok.... So thats all.... Ja-ne~!


I made it to another year.

I just had the best 17th year of my life. ^.^ First, I got this nifty video ipod and rechargable batteries from dad. ^.^ yay for like 30GBs of musical and anime interests! Then, mom took me out to this lovely resturant, Mt. Fuji. ^.^ and authentic Japanese Steak house. Oh my god it was awsome! I'll be uploading pictures soon. I promise. anyways. At Mt. Fuji, we all ordered off the Habachi specials. it was the best food ever! I had the Habachi shrimp and Scallops. (it was sooo much food.) For an appitizer like deal, we were handed some japanese onion soup (deffently not like the french-ish version we find in restuarants today...) Mom ordered some Sake for her and I. ^.^ yay .... it was my first time drinking Sake, but it was the best achoholic substance I have ever had the experience of drinking!! I had like 4 cups of it myself, not enough to get drunk, but enough of a buzz. (the after effects I'm pushing away right now. lol. ) I tell you what, the ginger sauce they use for shrimp is awsome! ^.^ After we all had dinner ( at the table there were eight of us, four of which were completely unknown, but were very nice.) the guys came over and sang happy bithday and did the whole good luck thing with the Bozai! ^.^ it was cool yet completely embarrassing. Nothing like celebrating a birthday in a foreign tradiction, ^.^ It was sooo cool. After the whole Bonzai thing was over, we hung at out around the japanese garden they bult. IOf course I took pictures. I tried to get the koi fish, but couldn't get close enough and it was waaay to dark for my camera. But i tell you all what, the place is deffently recamendab;e if your ever in the Jersey-Newyork area. Anways, after we got home from mt. fuji, we had our little cake celbration. ^.^ and wholly crap i thought i was going to die! my mother gave me tickets to Evanescence's second concert!!!!!!!!! :D :o I seriously think I'm going to die... lol... its so freaking awsome. I can't wait!!! She and I are in the Moshpit!!!! ^.^ hell ya, Gunna rock the crap out! I'll be trying to get pictures, depending on the security people.... But the concert is 10/9.... and i'm counting down. lol... She also got me two sentimental presents, one with a coin that has my birth year on it and the other was one of those mother to daugter presents from hawmark. ^.^ its cute. But I loved todays despite the couple downfalls it had...... ( I know I deffently failed my oral presentation/reading.... -.-;; and that my good friend admitted herself to a pychatric wing in a connecut hospital... but those are for another time,)

Anways, until later! Ja-ne! :)




Dire need of some help.

My friend and I have decided to go to an anime convention around october. We also decided to cosplay together.

I want to be Sakura from Tsubasa  Chronicle. I don't want to be the overused Sakura from Clow country. It wouldn't be so bad a year ago, where no one knew of Tsubasa, except for a hand full. But now the anime/manga is on the top ten lists. Good in away, but not  for orignal fans.

I would have done her last year, but my friend and I decided to cosplay Cardcaptors. She was Sakura and I was Tomoyo. and We looked pretty good.

Since freshman year, we have cosplayed together from different animes. Our first year together we did Sango and Kagome, her and I respectedly, from Inuyasha. Last year, I've already mentioned. This year, we could decide on an anime, so we're going into seperate animes. She from Kingdom Hearts, and I from Tsubasa. ^.^ Next year, our last year of high school, we're cospaying Fruits Basket. ( we have yet to decide on which characters.)

Alright background information done. I've been searching google for a week straight now trying to find patterns for a dress.

This year I'm atempting to make my own outfit. I can't find patterns at all, and I'm in dire need of help! I've posted on serveral forums to see if anyone could offer help... I'm in need of it!

Anyway. I'm going to continue my search! Ja-ne, mina-san!