Mood: Gloomy
Listening to: wolf's rain- The Flower Madain
Reading: Angel Sanctuary 17
Watching: nothing
Playing: with one of the stories I'm writing
Eating: nothing... but chewing on my lip, again
Drinking: abosolutely nothing.
so... my best friend is being a total **** She totally lied to me, and is ditching me. Its pissing me off... so I finally gave in and I'm not talking to her. so, I guess, I'm best friendless now. She told my ex who i liked, yea not so bad, its forgiveble in a couple days. but thats not the end of it. she frigging than tries to lie about it. she says to me "Oh, my bad! I didn't think you were yelling at me beacause of that. and like you shouldn't be mad at me." When the day before she actually understood why I was mad. Direct conversation.

Tim: I know you secret, I know who you like. I looked at toni and said.
Ellie: Toni, you **** why did you do that.
Toni: Well he threatened my life.
Ellie: What the hell toni. He can't do that! then i walk into my forbidden I mean what the **** it pisses me off so much. I mean what the hell. Does anyone's best friend tell your ex boyfriend who your current love is?! And to top it off, the guy I'm crushing on has a girl friend. Talk about double blow. Then the following couple days go by, and I'm still not talking to her, when she posted a bullent saying "I'm still going to otakon, but not with Ellie." wha the hell.... we've been planning that for over a year now! what the hell is wrong with her?! I'm soo pissed at her. Right now. I want nothing to do with her, or anything. its ridiculous. I hate it. sooo much.. and to top it off, She starts yelling at me. Like, I'm the one at fault. NO! she lied to me, broke my trust, and did all this stuff and she's barking at me~! :evil: Like what the **** So, I'm not talking to her for a while. And I haven't been.

But beisdes the ex best friend thing..... Every things ok.. .well. As ok as i can get. Christmas was fun. Mom got me my favorite books and new shoes. Dad got my japanese stuff and more manga. And new years, but pretty good too. I went to new york city again. Hung around Times Square and did all that fun stuff, saw the tree...... I've finished a sotry I've been working on since the summer. So I ws Happy about that. I was very happy with dad, because he's been letting me have some hot sake. YUM!