She may be fake but this pain is real

Clouds gather on the horizon No good will come of this No good at all Inside We'll sleep inside tonight Tears falling from the sky Destroy us If you must The sun isn't rising Not today

Tease me I have it coming to me Let them touch you Break you Use you Your heart is mine They kiss your lips Death in your eyes Regret in your tears Giving in is what you fear Giving in is what you fear Let this text awaken you Be the key to those chains that keep you quiet The fire to burn down the prison you've put yourself in Let this text awaken you

You know how you know something but it doesn't really hit you until someone says it to you straight? Lays it all out there for you to see? Yeah...Ask me how my night was

So very tired... Hey remember when you had that friends with benifits thing going on with Crystal? Remember how well that turned out? No. That's cause it didn't. So what are you gonna do about it? Try it again with someone I barely know and younger than me... Good idea

Ok so I've come up with a new story to tell....Temporarilly or permenantly titled "Always" The story begins with Danny Evans returning to his home town of Gibbard, Ca. for his friends funeral...While there he finds out he's a week late for the funeral, but instead of leaving right away Danny hangs out a while longer in Gibbard catching up with old friends Sarah Tom and Spencer Trace. Sarah, the girl who has known Danny best since birth knows his alterior motives for being in town, she presses him on it, he confesses apart of the reason he returned was for his highschool sweetheart, Natalie Nolen. A girl whos heart Danny broke time and time again through highschool and one last time when he left town to be with another girl after graduation. Natalie is now in what she believes is a loving relationship with Jackson "Hart" Hartley, a guy doing whatever it'll take to keep Danny away from Natalie, a guy who has a secret addiction, call girls. On one faithful night he calls a girl who flips his entire world upside down, enter Kris Adams, a call girl looking for money, power, and pleasure, not looking to be tied down to Hart who grows more romantically attracted to her everytime they meet. Lastly, we find that Sarah Tom, "little miss perfect" throughout her entire acedemic career is now secretly sleeping with her English professor which keeps her from noticing the Greyhound size bus of a crush Spencer Trace, local musician and childhood friend has for her. This is the story of these 6 people in a town called Gibbard, on a show called Always.

I was at work yesterday when I started to think about all the scripts I had written...And how cool it would be if I could track the events of jr.high and highskool....But then I said, no one would read/ watch that. They would if it was Degrassi though. So I decided to write a Degrassi series, but since I don't know enough about Canada, I'm setting it in California. No this will not be a The O.C. or BeverlyHills 90210 knock off. This will be exactly what my friends and I went through in our small California suburb. I might change a few things, but nothing huge. Season 1 will start off in 8th grade. I already have the characters mapped out for which seasons and all that jazz, I'll post them in a bit

Oh writers block how I hate thee.