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Sadness

Heys guys! I'm in a sad mood right now. So I'm gonna talk about some sad things...

My old babysitter/daycare/nanny person when I was a kid and lived in CA, so from when I was a baby to 8, died a few days ago. She had some form of Cancer. A while ago she got smushed inbeetwenn to cars. Her granddaughter Monica, when she was two, drove their RV and did it. She broke alot of stuff, including her pelvis. She never got back to normal from that. Never was healthy again. I have alot of memories from that daycare place! When my best friend threw up her breakfast on me! When we had races on all the sharp rocks and I cut my foot open! When I lost my first tooth, when I graduataed and got covered in cake. When I was out of preschool and would always visit I would play on the trees with Monica and we would play with the slugs! When I would NEVER sleep during nap time! I wanna be little again! And go back there! NOW! :cry: I can still visit that place. But now Angela will be gone. But of course I can visit Monica, and Shelby. Thoose were two of my friends there. And I'm still really close to them. Monica is the grandaughter of Angela, the one that died, I talked to her on the phone a few days before... I should call her again!

Last summer one of my best friends moved away too France for a year... She's comming back soon. But the only thing I've really done to stay in contact with her is email her. We've talked on the phone a few times but that's expensive. And today is her birthday! Last time I saw her she was 13! She missed 8th grade! And we all got ALOT closer this year. And she missed it! Our group had one of its biggest fights about a week ago. And she missed that too. She is the little kid, crazy, always fun, giggly one! I want her back! I don't want her to have changed! I know we all did... but what if she doesn't like us anymore! :cry: We'll just have to wait and see what she's like. And I don't like that! Miss ya lots Izy! Lots, lots, lots!

I have more sad things... But I'm not in a sad mood anymore! So HAPPINESS to everyone!

BYEEEE! :D