One of my best friends growing up, Becca, should be celebrating her 17th birthday today. She can't because she's in South Carolina in rehab. Just wanted to dedicate that to her. Anyway, I'm so dead tired I don't know what wrong. I haven't been eating and I've had no energy. I know, I probably have no energy because I haven't been eating but I'm just not hungry. I've been avoiding the kitchen because everytime I go near there I feel sick. I don't know what's wrong. Anyway, if I don't get better by tomorrow, I'm going to tell my mom and then I'll have to see my psychiatrist and go to the doctor because this are probably severe side effects of my medications or some bullshiit like that. My friends and I were going to go party to celebrate Becca's 17th even though she's not there, but since I'm not feeling well, I'm going to stay home and rest. Blah, Fizzler.