Don't really have anything to say. I promised myself I would stop drinking or at least not too much but I've broken that twice this week. I know I probably shouldn't be saying anything here but it's okay, it's not like any of you know me, lol. Except Nicole, she's my crazed stalker and I like it. Well Sunday night we went to my friends cousin's wedding in Canada. It was so sweet and open bar and let's say I got a bit more than tipsy... So anyway last night I went out with the girls and we were in D.C. and there was this huge party and we thought why not? Well let's say I had one of my worst hangovers ever. And that's saying something. I don't really remember much (which is weird, I usually do remember when I'm drunk) but I know I won a game of strip pool. Thank goodness. Let's make this a long post because I am STILL stuck on Level 2 8% so maybe it will help me go up. Okay so as you can tell last night, I'm really not too innocent and I feel bad how untrustworthy I am to my boyfriend. He trusts me so much and I don't trust him at all when it should be the other way around. I think I deserve Worst-Girlfriend-Of-The-Year award. I just feel awful after nights like last night, even though my sober friend said I didn't get with any guys. But when I think about it, should I have even been at the party when I told him we were only going out for a movie and ice cream? (Which we were, just our plans got changed last minute.) And should I have even been getting drunk with a bunch of guys and dancing with them? UGH! So much to think about. And I recommend you guys don't read all that crap above. It's just me thinking outloud as to what a bad girlfriend I am and my crazy night in DC. Oh I forgot to put my sign off... Make Summer '05 Unforgettable ^^dance a little^^ ^^drink a little^^ ^^strip a little^^ **but have A LOT of fun** ~~Dizzy