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Creeping Tide

I was surfing this tidal wave, Of faded glories. A San Diego pad, And five, six years walked straight by me. Well times have changed, And time sure has changed you. Don't you realise you've really changed? We'll dance, we'll dance 'til the tide creeps in. My agent says writers block, To keep publishers off my back So who the hell are you to Come in here and spoil my party? Well times have changed, And time sure has changed you. Don't you realise you've really changed? We'll dance, we'll dance 'til the tide creeps in. We'll dance, we'll dance 'til the tide creeps in.

Okay

She sat me down and took me by the hand She said I'll try to make this painless if I can She was sorry And then she began to cry Couldn't look me in the eye I said baby let me just save you the time I can see where this is going Tears will fall and hearts will break Love's a game we all must play So dry your eyes and be on your way As for me I'll be okay Well I thought we were the perfect match Its so hard to say that now without a laugh There was never ever such a thing Not as far as I could see Not in all of love such misery You can see were this is going Tears will fall and hearts will break Love's a game we all must play So dry your eyes and be on your way As for me I'll be okay We're gonna be okay I can see where this is going Tears will fall and hearts will break Love's a chance we all must take So dry your eyes and be on your way As for me I'll be okay

Paint the walls red with blood

Ill put a gun to my head and paint the walls This pain will end and I will forget all about you, and all about yourself Dont think I wont do it You cant, you wont stop me This is my last cry for help But no one can hear these words That I scream to you You just turn and walk away breaking every promise that you had made This pain will end and I will forget all about you, and all about yourself This pain will end and I will forget all about you, and all about yourself The time I took to invest in you It leads to this, to this it lead To me painting the walls red To me painting the walls red To me painting the walls red To me painting the walls red END

I will always be that guy

I came to a conclusion today that I will always be that guy that is almost like a third wheel forever. I mean I have to live with my best friend and his girlfriend coming up in the next few weeks in florida. I have to leave my family in Michigan which sucks but it has to be done eventually. But I just know that I will forever be known as that guy who plays video games all day and never has a fulfilling relationship. My best friend gets whoever he wants at the drop of a pin (horrible analogy but oh well) and I will just wake up every morning and continue to pretend to be happy. But everybody always says it will come in due time. Well I had what I wanted and I screwed up and I will never know what its like to have that again, but that comes at a later post. I dont even know what I am doing right now I am talking to a computer like I will be getting a response. Screw this!