I came to a conclusion today that I will always be that guy that is almost like a third wheel forever. I mean I have to live with my best friend and his girlfriend coming up in the next few weeks in florida. I have to leave my family in Michigan which sucks but it has to be done eventually. But I just know that I will forever be known as that guy who plays video games all day and never has a fulfilling relationship. My best friend gets whoever he wants at the drop of a pin (horrible analogy but oh well) and I will just wake up every morning and continue to pretend to be happy. But everybody always says it will come in due time. Well I had what I wanted and I screwed up and I will never know what its like to have that again, but that comes at a later post. I dont even know what I am doing right now I am talking to a computer like I will be getting a response. Screw this!