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im back to athens...

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i arrived 2 weeks ago...for the 6th of december...

after berlin i went to holand, belgium then paris and lyon and ended up in barcelona...

barcelona was super cool...

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its snowing in athens...for the first time after 4 years...its pretty cool..

ill go look some abondenoned houses in an old factory in the mounten with a friend today for squating...itll need a lot of repairs but maybe we could also put electricity..

it could be pretty cool...ive been looking for a place to stay a long time...

so i think i ll stay in greece till spring...pass the winter here...

so yea thats for now...

what u ve been up to?

manti

moin moin....

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WHATS UP?

IM IN BERLIN NOW,....LEAVING SOON TO GO TO BELGIUM FOR THEW NO BORDEE FESTIVAL AND THEN FRANCE...

LIFE IS GOOD...I MEET SOME RELLY COOL PPL IN THE SQUAT THAT IM STAYING....

MY BEST FRIEND HAD TO GO BACK TO GREECE YESTERDAY IN THE MORNING CUZ OF SOME TROUBLE WITH THE POLICE BACK HOME...

NOW I TRAVEL ALONE....

hi...its been a long time..

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i dont know why im wrting this...i dont think anybody is gonna readd it...

i missed u...

so..i dropped out of school..got new tattoos and piercings..tryed new drugs..got laid..got arrested..colored my dreadlocks couple times..went to a rehab program..got an undercut..turned 16..stoped cutting..went back home...left again...

and now....

im leaving greece to go hitchiking to Europe..

and life goes on....

how u ve been?

does anybody here still remember me?i do at list..

love,manti

leaving.the.dream....cant.keep.my.eyes.0pen....

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=_= im.s0.tired....my.eyes.burn...i.havent.sleept.4.c0uple.days....

drinking.the.third.c0ffe....

s0me.0f.u.may.kn0w...i.wanted.2.runaway...leave.my.dream....ff0ll0w.a.diy.way.0f.life...

sleep.0n.a.park...0r.a.squad...all.i.has.is.my.sleepin.bag...+a.pair.0f.cl0thes....

+i.l0ve.it...

-yawns-

my room is my cell and my h0use is my pris0n.. part 2

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yea..that was supp0sted 2 b a big bl0g but my dad came 2 pick me up s0 i had 2 g0..

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living in a small apartment in a bulding with another 15-20 ppl u d0nt even kn0w...

its n0t like americas suburbia.. n0 white fence +n0 place 4 the kids 2 play..

capitalism..

i h8 this way 0f life... it drives me crazy... i wake up in the m0rning and want 2 scream.. .traped in 4 walls..

i want 2 travel... c the w0rld...

i was l00king in the sky +its s0.. .all the p0liti0n and lights.. athens night sky is grey.. never black...

u want c the stars... i was thinking.. w0uld the sky b different in belgium? in germany? france 0r italy?

theres a whole world ut there + all they care ab0ut is b0rders...

maybbe ill runaway again.... when the exams are 0ver...

stay in the squad 4 a while.... then travel thr0ugh eur0pe...

train h0pping w0uld b the 0nly way 4 a min0r th0ugh...

ive been thinking this 4 years.. pr0bly since i was 12 0r 11...

sigh... i need 2 buy a sleeping bag.. .my 0ld 0ne is riped 0f+ it w0nt cl0se anym0re... a bivy bag..

th0se are small.. .but they c0st 100$... i 0nly have 50$...

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i d0nt need much...2 pair 0f jeans, 2 shirts ,a hoodie +my sleeping bag..

it will hapen eventually....

=_= sleepy..

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2day is g0nna be the 3rd night in the r0w 0f drinking..hard drinking...

h0pe my friend manages 2 find s0me $...

-sigh-

i havent been studing 4 my exams at all....

anyway..im in a better m0od... ^=^

thank u d0lph...what u did was very sweet..

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btwn...ive started d0nig my dreads...its g0nna be black +blue...

RANDOMLESSS..idk what else 2 say....i need a c0ofee..

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h0pe mum w0nt get mad cuz i ll be back 2m0rr0w m0rning..

luff u all

take care

s0 what ?...

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s0 what if i g0 2 my exams...+d0nt write anything...d0nt say a thing...even th0ugh i kn0w them?

ull get held back again ull say...

s0 what?

u have 2 finish sch0ol 0r u w0nt get a j0b u say..

s0 what?

u w0nt have m0ney u say...

s0 what?

ure a failure u say...why ure d0ing this?why cant u d0 what u have t0?u say...

i f0rce a weird smile..n0t really cuz its actually funny...

u need that paper your highsch0ol dipl0ma...

-sigh- here we g0 again..but i d0nt say that l0ud..

s0 what?? ...

s0 what if get up trash everything start screaming and then sit right back like n0thing happened..?

what will that mean?what will happen?what will change?

maybe it didnt even happen...maybe u imagine it all...

are u crazy? u ask...

s0 what if i am?

n0w u think im f@cking with u..but im n0t..

d0nt u wanna b happy?u ask..d0nt f@ck up your life..u w0nt achive anythiing like that!!!!

then...i l0ok u straigh in the eyes...

S0 WHAT?

i w0nt b happy?me?0r them...mum and dad...s0ciety..teachers..shrinks..c0ps..the system?

h0w can u c0unt my happines like that?

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u kn0w...ppl think im quiting sch0ol cuz im just b0red 2 study..

never tried 2 explain..i didnt th0ught they w0uld undestan....0r that it w0uld change anything..

yesterday i started crying just staring at my maths b0ok...

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i was thinking...n0thing that we d0 really has an inpact in the w0rld...maybe 2 s0me ppl u will say..

but even they d0nt have an impact in the w0rld...s0 n0thing u d0 actually means anything..

u cant even kn0w f0r sure if u did s0mething cuz..in reality..if.think ab0ut it..its like it never happened..

just s0me th0ughts.......

sometime i said sometimes i g0 crazy..

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baby i d0nt kn0w h0w many ppl are starving in this w0rld l0ng g0ne...

me and my friends l0ve athens after midnight....

i.ussaly.take.the.last.night.buss.at.12.and.leave.with.the.first.m0rning.0ne.at5:40...

u.can.c.the.sun.c0ming.0ut...

its.0nly.then.u.can.c.the.rrael.life.0f.the.city..

drunk.and.st0need.thr0ugh.the.streets...find.a.bench.2.sleep..thr0w.r0cka.at.friends.wind0w.+.the.run. just.t0.2.listen.a.st0ned.v0ice.. "g0.away....i.wanna.sleep!!"

the.immigrants.the.h0melless.the.junkies.and.the.wh0res...n0.reas0n.2.b.scared...

empty.streets....all.the.ppl.are.sleeping....n0t.us...

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3.but.i.just.w0ke.up....went.2.buy.cigarets+a.bucket.0f.ice.cream.in.my.pjs....

i.was.lucky....my.mum.had.already.left.when.i.w0ke.up...

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i.has.n0.m0ney.......till.next.m0nth.... =[

*wants+buy.weed+that.vampire.sp0ngeb0b.t.shirt.i.saw...*

yay!new bl0g!!XDD

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im.at.a.friends.place...kinda.st0ned...=]

sch0ols.finished...but.we.still.have.the.exams....h0pe.i.w0nt.d0.bad.cuz.i.d0nt.wanna.b.held.back.

again..

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d0nt.really.have.any.news........

its.m0rning.....m0rnings.are.evil....

B0U