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Lars and The Real Girl (Movie Review)

I'll admit Lars and the Real Girl isn't a film i would necessarily watch but i was too quick too judge a movie i knew nothing about.Usually, a movie about a man who thinks his soulmate is a life size sex doll is a turn off but this movie is actually above and beyond that.Lars is one of those guys you know who means,who's kind, and everybody's friend but behind the niceness and the kind gestures lives a man drowning in his loneliness.From the very beggining of the movie we know that he has a problem connecting with people, slowly and surely his life is starting to cave in so out pops Biance the triple x, missionary, slash danish and brazilian descent who Lars met in the internet.His brother and his brother's wife were mortified when Lars introduced them to plastic Bianca as anybody would in that situation.They soon find out that Lars is suffering from a delusion which makes him believe that Bianca is as real as the person next to you.They come up with a treatment plan which consist of everybody in the community to play along until Lars snaps out of it.

The thing about Lars is that you can't help but either feel for him or feel like him.Here's a guy who chooses to live in the garage, sits alone in the dark, and stays away from people who clearly wants his company.Maybe he stays away because he doesn't know how to live in a world where people are there for him so he chooses to stay in his own world where he can look after himself.After all, he was born without mother and father who never bothered so Lars has every right to reject human compassion because he doesn't really recognize it.But that kind of changes when Bianca comes in to the picture.Biance is like his plea for sanity he takes her around the town, confides in her, and introduces her to his friends and colleagues.

One of the things i found distracting yet highly fascinating was how the people came about to reacting to Bianca.Instead of treating him like the village idiot they all came together and supported Lars going as far giving Bianca a position in the school board.It is so unrealistic and even slightly demeaning but i though maybe accepting Bianca as one of their own is a testament to the kind of person Lars is.

The heartbreaking moment of the movie came when Lars started getting better. He stareted letting people in and started to let Bianca out.It's like that toy you played with when you were a kid you don't play it anymore because you don't need it anymore.The toy served its purpose.There was a moment in the movie in which Lars asked his brother what it is to become a man.I think that moment says it all.But the beauty and sadness in Bianca depature is the way she departed.It wasn't just the next morning Lars was through with the doll and hid her in the basement.Nope, instead what we got was a ruthful process in the form of Bianca dying.

Let me take this moment to compliment Ryan Gosling for his tremendous work in this film.It was because of him that i gave this movie a second glance.Ryan was so good that he actually made me feel sorry for a doll.That is some mad skills right there.His acting gave life to Bianca and that scene where Bianca died wouldn't be powerful if Ryan's presence weren't there.

I think by now you know that this movie has made a believer out of me and it might do the same thing for you.This review might a year too late but i don't care what year your in as long as you watch the film.Despite it's faulty premise beneath lies a real story.I give it a solid A.

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Episode Title:Right Here Right Now

Meredith:Everybody lives in the moment.In such a short amount of time you go from one place to another.You stop for a minute and you take in the moment to realize how far you've journeyed.(Mer is standing at the nurses station and she looks around and sees Christina screaming at her interns,Lexie ignoring George,Alex and Izzie laughing)
You almost wish that it never ends and you hold on for as long as you can until.
(Someone taps Meredith's shoulders)

Derek:Hey What are you doing?
Meredith:Nothing I'm just...
Derek:Are you free tonight?
Meredith:Yes why?
Derek:Nothing it's a suprise
(Derek walks away)
Meredith:What suprise tell me?
Derek:You'll see

Bailey assigns Izzie and Alex to work with Derek and Mark who's workinng on a blind patient.Meredith is with the Chief.Christina is with Hahn.George is with Bailey.

(Christina and her interns presenting a case)
Christina:Emma Thompson 19 years old she's here for cardiopulmonary bypass
Emma:Sweet can you like record my surgery.It would really mean alot to my teacher and my friends.
Hahn: Dr.Yang will take care of that and she will also prep you for surgery.
Emma:Cool
(Dr.Hahn leaves)
Emma looking at Christina:You're like a surgical resident right.That's really awesome.I'm a medical student in University of Washinton.Trying to be like you someday.So can we like get this surgery underway i'm oozing with excitement.
(Lexie smiles)

(Izzie and Alex presenting a case)
Izzie:Trevor Neilson 35 years old he's here for a conrela transplant.
Alex:We've already taken his EKG,X-rays,and blood work and it all came out okay.
Derek:That's good we'll have you seeing in no time Mr.Neilson.
Mr.Neilson:That's good to hear Dr.Shepard I can't wait.
Derek: Dr.Stevens and Dr.Karev will prep you.Dr.Sloan will be assisting me and i'll see you in the O.R.

Callie hears some of the nurses whispering around her.Erica talks to her and Callie expresses her concern about rumors of their relationship.Callie wants to come clean to the Chief about their relationship but Erica doesn't want her too.They get into a fight and Callie storms off.

Christina:How can i put this in a way in which you people would understand.The post op goes in the right pile while the pre op goes in the left.It's not exactly rocket science that you people with no brain can't figure out.
Owen:Well looks like sombody's having fun.
Christina to the interns:All of you go to your proper corners
Owen:I always had a thing for dominating women
Christina:Excuse me and by the way why are you here?
Owen:I'm in town for a while and your Chief offered me a job i couldn't resist so i decided to see if it was worth the trip and by the looks of it might be just what i'm looking for.See you around femme fatal.
(The Chief sees them talking and talks to Christina)
The Chief:Yang I didn't know you knew Owen Hunt.
Christina:I don't really...
The Chief:I need your help in convincing Dr.Hunt to take the job that i offered him.Just show him around and give him a tour of the place.
Cristina:But Sir i don't really...
The Chief:Yang don't do it for me do it for the hospital.A doctor like him is what the hospital needs right now.

Meredith:Izzie did Derek happen to mention any kind of suprise?
Izzie:He did but he swore me to secrecy.
Meredith:You have to tell me
Izzie:Look all he did was pay me and Alex some money to get the hell out the house before you get home.He didn't exactly spill all the details but it's gonna be something special.Your even lucky to have a person who is willing to throw you suprises.
Meredith:You have Alex
Izzie:But you know Alex his idea of a celebration is me on my back.I just want a Derek
and Alex is something that i have to take slow or else if i take it too fast i might freak him out with my needs of romance.
Meredith:Well atleast your together.Alex has never been one to be considerate but he does have his redeeming qualities
Izzie:Yeah he does

George:You can't keep ignoring me Lexie.I am in this hospital with you everyday,I live wth you,and all i want is to talk to you.
Lexie:I am not ignoring you George.I just need some time away from you.I can't avoid you forever I know that because you're in my life whether i like it or not but i need a moment to breath because when you're around me i can't.I don't expect you to understand but if you give me some time things will be back the way you want it to be.So give me a moment.
(Lexie walks away)

Christina:The Chief wants me to lure in a doctor that i barely even know.
Meredith:You did make out with him atleast you know a little something.
Chrtistina:He wants me to be a tour guide like "Hi Welcome Seattle Grace how may i help you?"
(Mer chuckles)
Christina:I don't even know what the Chief is offering him.
Meredith:Think of it this way The Chief is fishing and your the bait.
Mark:Are you busy tonight want to catch a drink?
Derek:Actually i am busy.I'm planning this dinner for Meredith to celebrate our anniversary.
Mark:Oh the Meredith and Derek milestone.That's nice.
Derek:She doesn't know so don't tell her.
Mark:Isn't it suppose to be the other way around.The chick plans this stuff and you just show up for the sex.
Derek:That is so generic Mark and i want to do this for her for us.We've been through alot.It's worth celebrating something i though would never happen.

(Callie approaches Christina)
Callie:When you and Burke were like you and Burke how did you go about revealing to everyone that you two were a couple?
Christina:Well it was Burke who wanted to come clean and i wanted to keep it private as possible.
Callie:Why?
Christina:Have you met me.He told the Chief regardless of my consent.At first i didn't like it but after he did it and everything was out in the open it felt real.
Callie:Thanks
Christina:Why are you asking me this?Are you dating someone?
Callie:Sort of
Christina:Sloan
Callie:No! more like the opposite.......... gender
Christina:Oh you mean you and
(Callie nods)
Christna:Oh did not see that one coming.
Well if you want to tell the Chief you should because he's coming right at us.
Chief:Yang how's the hunt for Owen Hunt
Christina:Very good sir i think he's really starting to like it here.
Chief:That's good
(Chief walks away but Callie stops him.)

Lexie:Is it okay if sit here?
Alex:I heard you were avoiding O'Malley.
Lexie:Only until i can get my head straight because when i'm around him i'm not myself.
Alex:I can see that you like George.
Lexie:You like Izzie so i don't think you should be talking.I'm waiting for my liking of George to pass.It will pass.
Alex:You don't know that what if he's the only thing that your heart for the orthe only thing that your mind thinks of.It's not easy getting someone out of your system.I would know.
Lexie:Alex he doesn't even feel the same way.Im just opening up myself to a relationship that is doomed from the beggining.
Alex:Maybe so but why stop when you've aready taken the first step.Seize the moment Lexie
Lexie:You're right George makes me happy.What about you which person makes you happy?
(Alex looks at Izzie through the glass)
Lexie: Don't lose her Alex i see you when your with her.She brings out the caring Alex the one i actually get along with.A person who can actually keep you tame should be rewarded.

(Standing outside of Trevor's room)
Alex:Hey i was thinking since we're both free tonight i would take you somewhere special.
Izzie:Special is that code word for hotel
Alex:Actually no.
Izzie:Well i'm happy to as long i get to spend time with you
Alex:Great

George(to a nurse):Have seen you my interns?
Bailey:O'Malley you lost your interns
George:I didn't exactly lose them i just don't know where they are.
Bailey:Interns are like strays you tie them up for a reason.You teach them to respect and look up to you.
George:I don't know how to make them do that?
Bailey:When i first got my set of interns all of them didn't have time of day to do what i said.Until i got fed up and i made sure that they wouldn't see the inside of an OR.You find ways George.You let them know.

Christina:My patient wants me to record her surgery like it's a homevideo.You should see her she's so excited as if she's going to get a lollipop after surgery.She doesn't even care that she has like 25% chance of survival.
Meredith:She's a medical student we were just like her before.She has passion for surgery the same passion that reminds me of a certain someone.
Christina:I am not like her she's in La La Land where they videotape surgeries to show to their friends.
(Izzie and Alex sits down)
Izzie:Have you guys heard about Hahn and Callie?
Meredith:What?
Alex:They're an item.
Christina:I knew that Callie told me which by the way this is just me confirming what i already know.
Izzie:God does George know?
Christina: He doesn't and he won't because here he comes.
(George sits down)
George:Lexie is still mad at me.
(Everyone stares at George)
George:What?
Christina,Meredith,Alex,Izzie:Nothing!

Christina:Hey what's wrong!
Emma:I don't think i can do this surgery it was fun at first but i'm scared.
Christina:Listen everything will be fine Dr.Hahn will operate and you'll live to see another surgery.
I remember when i first wanted to be surgeon it was all i could think about then when i first got to touch a scalpel i knew i was hooked.Then when i first got to cut i was so nervous i couldn't even remember my name but once it was over i've never felt better.After this surgery you'll feel better and you'll be able to do your own surgeries.

(Emma has her surgery and so does Mr.Neilson)

Callie:I think I did something bad
Mark:What?
Callie:I told the Chief about me and Erica without Erica's consent.
Mark:Oh that is bad
Callie:What am i gonna do?I just I panicked because i started to hear all the other nurses talking about me and my relationship with Hahn and it became centerspread in this hospital.
Mark:Oh about that i accidentally let it slip to one of the nurses that you and Erica might have something going on.
Callie:What which nurse?
Mark:The one i've slept with
Callie:You're unbelievable
Mark:I know right

(Emma wakes up)
Emma:Hey
Christina:You're awake and alive.
How does it feel?
Emma:It feels awesome and being alive isn't so bad either.
(Christina smiles)
Christina:I have something for you.(She pulls out the videotape)
When you back go to school you can show everyone what a true surgery looks like.

Izzie:Mr.Neilson you can see.
Mr.Neilson:I've waited for this moment to come all my life.I've been blind for 35 years and this only time i get to see what the world looks like and it looks pretty damn good to me.
(Izzie giggles)
Mr.Neilson:By the way that Dr.Karev is a keeper.
Izzie:How do you know about us?
Mr.Neilson:I many not be able to see but you don't need sight to know how somebody feels about you.I don't know much but i've relied in all my other senses for the one i do not have and i sense your in his heart.

(Wonderful by:Lady GaGa starts to play)

(At Joe's Bar Christina is drinking)
Owen:I'm still waiting for that tour your Chief promised me.
Christina:I'm not gonna give you tour.You have eyes.You know what the hospital looks like.
Owen:Your very hostile and your not really forthcoming.
Christina:Thanks! For the record the Chief only wanted me to give you a tour because he thinks i know you so he's pimping me to get you take his offer which by the way you should take.
Owen:Why?Give me reason
Christina:I graduate first in Standford i had many options for choosing a surgical program but i choose Seattle Grace.It was the best and still is and i don't know anything about you but i'm assuming that your a great doctor and great doctors belong in Seattle Grace.Why do you think i'm in it?Plus you'll have me there.
(Owen gives her a dirty look)
Christina:As a friend

(Alex bring Izzie to secret spot closing her eyes)
Izzie:Alex where you bringing me?
Alex:Just keep your eyes closed you'll find out soon enough.
(5 SECOND LATER)
Alex:Now open them
(Alex sees a picnic set up by the grass)
Izzie:Alex what is this?
Alex:This is my lame attempt in showing you that i'm not all jerk in the inside.I know i've treated you like crap but you still stuck around.I've never had that before.I know i'm not the guy who opens up about everything but i'm hoping to be the guy you wanna be with so this is it.
Izzie:Alex Karev has a soft spot
ALex :Yeah don't rub it in
(Izzie kisses Alex)

George:Since none of you followed any of my orders.I have no choice but to put you all on the clinic tommorow.
Intern 1:Oh come on O'Malley we were just watching other surgeries it no big deal.
Intern 2:What's your deal anyways?
Intern 3:Can we have like a different resident?
(Bailey while charting listens)
George:Enough I am your resident and yet you
treat me like i'm below all of you like i don't deserve to have any kind of authority.
I am just as good as any resident in this hospital.All of you don't have any idea what i have been through in this hospital.I am not just George O'Malley,I am Dr.George O'Malley.I have earned the right to be called such that and i am entitled to
a little bit of respect.If one of you feels like you want to defy me i'll make sure none of you see the inside of an OR for a month Are we clear?
(Interns:Yes Dr.O'Malley)
(The Interns leave and George passes Bailey)
Bailey:I've taught you well O'Malley

Meredith:Everybody lives in the moment.We each have our moments where we shine.

(George enters the lockerroom)
George:Hear me out because i know your still mad at me which you have every right to be.I
just wanted to tell you that i do notice you and you are very important to me.Sometimes i may not show my appreciation as much but i want you to know that when i first met you right here i knew instantly that you were going to be something special and i was right.
Lexie:George
George:When i'm around you i just want to smile for no reason.I don't want to lose that and i don't want to lose you
(Lexie starts to tear up)
George:Lexie
Lexie:George
George:I'm gonna kiss you know
Lexie:Okay
(George kisses Lexie)

Meredith:Moments that we have been waiting for.

Christina watches as Owen shakes the Chief's hands.He's accepted the job as Head of Trauma.

Meredith:Moments that give us hope

Alex and Izzie are lying down watching the starts in the sky

Meredith:Moments that are unexpected

(Callie meets Erica)
Erica:You told the Chief.
Callie:I told the Chief and i'm sorry but for what it's worth it felt good telling him.
I know you're very private and i get that but i think what we have is real and i didn't want to keep it secret.Are you mad?
Erica:I'm not mad I'm actually relieved.You're right i don't like people knowing but sooner or later they will and if telling the Chief makes you believ in what we have then i'm down.
(Callie smiles and holds out her hand)
Callie:CmonI want to walk out in this hosptal with my girlfriend.
(Erica smiles and they both walk out holding hands)

Meredith:Moments that defines everything

(Meredith walks in her livingroom to find Derek and a table for two)

Meredith:Then there are those moments

Derek:I still remember i was lying here and you were lying there and we were both naked.
You didn't know what my name was so i gave it you and then you gave me your name and that is how we first met.You then told me to get out the house which is ironic seeing that i live here know.
Meredith:This is beautiful and you are so amazing for doing something like this.Your that guy who celebrates anniversaries and does suprising dinners.I am so not in your level.
Derek:Meredith you are.Let's just pick up where we started.
(Meredith and Derek sits down at the table)

Meredith:Those moments that last forever.

90210 Guilty Pleasure!!!!!!!!!!

So I recently watched the premiere of 90210 and i have to say that it's my new guilty pleasure.Seeing as i didn't watch the original series well because i used that time for my childhood.I didn't see this show as copying the original unlike the others who have really high standards for the show if it can live up with the original.But in defense of 90210 the original was the first one of its kind during its time.We've seen all kinds of teen shows come after it and 90210 is no exception.I don't find anything groundbreaking but it does it have moments.There are some characters who i found decent like Tabitha the druken grandmother who is supportive and hilarious.She's my favorite so far.Then there's Silver who i though was one of the good ones because she seem to be fearless and has a blog called "The Vicious Circle" which is pokes fun of her enemies.Annie and Dicson who aren't really related i find have a special relationship out of everyone in the show.Those were some of the characters that caught my attention.It didn't hook me like Gossip Girl did but i do think it has potential so i'm putting under the shows i'm going to watch this season.Consider me fan.

Ugly Betty Season 3 Promo!!!!!

I have the new promo for the upcoming season of Ugly Betty which i have to tell you got me wanting to watch Ugly Betty right now.So i know that last season Betty was left with 2 proposals one being Gio asking her if he wanted to go to Rome with him and second was Henry asking Betty if she wants to marry him.I would have gone for Gio because well he supports her and when Betty is with him she doesn't seem like a mess.If Betty is with Henry it seems like she's being dragged out and i know sometimes they do have their moments where it seems like they belong together which i find adorable but that was before Charlie got pregnant after that everything just seemed out of touch.Betty was suffering the most from inevitable departure of Henry going back to Tucson.But now that the Ugly Betty set is moving to the real New York City set not the Hollywood amke believe crap it seems like it's a whole new show again.I think that in order to rejuvinate the show Betty has to cut all her loses and start all over again.What i like most about the promo is it shows just why we fell in love with Betty in the first place.She's just that girl trying to make her dreams come true,who always means well,who is clumpsy but yet lovely.At some point we all see ourselves in Betty.By the way i'm so excited Betty is getting a new guy because she deserves it and plus the new guy based on the promo makes Betty feel pretty.We have that inner beauty thing happening there which hasn't been done yet in the show.Betty deserves a guy who is cute and that every girl wants but he chooses Betty for who she is not for what she looks which i think is the foundation of the show.I fell in love with the promo and including the song which makes gives me that warm feeling inside.The song is The Show by:Lenka.

Watch the Video Below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JiqUG69lW28

Just Stand Up(Charity Single) to Cancer!!!!!!

Here i present to you a song that was made to raise awareness about cancer.A star studded song featuring some of the best female singers of our generation.There is an upcoming tv telethon that will broadcast in NBC,ABC,CBS on September 5.It will hit the airwaves and Itunes on September 2.It will be performed live on September 5, 2008.Personally when i first heard the song i was inspired to go fight cancer and spreads a good message to never give up even though eevrything around you is telling you to.Now for the singers so Miley Cyrus is one of the singers and there's alot of people hating on her for being apart this song becuase hs'e ruining it with her voice.Now i don't really care who sings the song in the first place because the main point of the song was for cancer not to showcase each singers talent.Although there were some singers that did me blew away i'm not gonna mention any names(Leona,Mariah,Mary J,Rihanna) but they were all great including Miley who sounded cute and will make the song sell because of her popularity among children.But here is the actual list of singers and by the way i didn't hear Melissa Ethridge anywhere.

Carrie Underwood
Beyoncé
Rihanna
Mariah Carey
Ciara
Melissa Etheridge
Mary J Blige
LeAnn Rimes
Leona Lewis
Keyshia Cole
Ashanti
Sheryl Crow
Natasha Bedingfield
Fergie
Miley Cyrus

Watch the Video Below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yI4WDU8IMYk

I had Sugery.

I just had ondontectomy which was like Grey's type surgery.I had these impacted tooth i really wanted to get out of my mouth and i personally promised myself that i would so i sucked it up and got it done.But seriously you guys i have never seen that much blood come out of me before.Iwas bit freaked out even though it wasn't really a life or death kind of situation.But the pain was another story i whined until the surgery was over becasue it was unbearable i can still feel it right now.Well after the surgery my dentist bought me ice cream to numb the pain and then here's what happened i specificall asked the ice cream lady to make sure that my ice cream didn't have peanuts in it and to my suprise the damn ice cream had peanuts.That when i started to cry because here i was in pain over sutured gums,I could barely talk,I missed school because of my surgery,I can't just eat anything i want,and this ice cream was my only joy besides surfing the net.All wanted was to go back to the ice cream place and throw the ice cream into that lady's face and tell her b**tch i said no peanuts.I really didn't enjoy my ice cream as much as i should have and now i'm just really like whatever.I just wanted to share these mainly to all those people that can relate to the pain i'm feeling right now and awareness of surgery.Thanks

Christian The Lion

Okay this video i'm presenting is what i'm calling an Inspirational Moment that will hopefully touch you so I don't know if you've heard about the story of Christian the Lion but i first watched it on the View and i was compelled to post it for some reason.It's about these two......... oops i'll just let you watch it for yourselves.

Watch the Video Below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiGKWoJi5qM

Sign this Petition!!!!!!!!

I need your help to get Danity Kane to perform at 2008 MTV Video Music Awards.I really think it's their time to be seen in front of the music industry as something big because i know there no joke.They're already nominated for two categories "Best Pop Video" and "Best Dance in Video".TO me that qualifies them enough to perform and plus it's already been confirmed that Lil Wayne and The Jonas Brothers are to perform so why not Danity Kane.I made this video dedicated to getting everyone aware about the petition and to vote for them for the "Video of the Year".

Watch the video here:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kvj_BWLRkg

Heath Ledger as The Joker

i watched The Dark Knight for two reasons.First the movie had Heath Ledger's final performance and Second Batman was up against the Joker.I'm gonna be honest i did not watch the first movie which was propabely a mistake but i am glad to say that i did not miss watching this movie because if i did i just missed one of most significant pieces of cinema in my generation.Okay let me start out by saying that Heath Ledger gave the performance of his life as the Joker and i felt him bring this psychotic delusional character to a whole different dimension by making me feel like he was always meant to play that role.Every scene he was on had me admiring him even more that i did before.so I SAY TO EVERYONE TO NOT MISS THIS MOVIE AND GIVE TRIBUTE TO A WONDERFUL ACTOR.IF BY SOME CRAZY CHANCE HE DOES NOT GET AN OSCAR NOMINATION FOR THIS ROLE THEN THE OSCARS CAN JUST SUCK IT.

R.I.P Heath Ledger

Nickledeon vs Disney Channel (Which do you prefer???)

Well i recently found myself revisiting my childhood by watching some shows that are PG in terms of the other shows that i watch.I'm talking about the shows that i watch in Nickledeon or Disney Channel.I start to wonder who is better in giving us better shows.Besides the fact that Disney is known for their original movies which has become a phenominal hit in pop culture wise but i wouldn't count out Nickledeon just yet.If we are talking shows i think Nickledeon blows Disney out of the water in my opinion.I know that Disney is responsible for launching some of the biggest stars in our generation no need to mention Miley Cyrus,Ashley Tisdale, and even the Jonas Brothers.I'm not going to deny back then i use to watch Disney Channel religiously when That's so Raven and Lizzie Mcguire was dominating but i fell off track once those two were gone.Now Hannah Montana is ruling as we speak.But Nickledeon has great stars as well Jamie Lynn Spears before she got pregnant,,Emma Roberts,Drake Bell,Josh Peck,Amanda Bynes,and just recently Miranda Cosgrove.That the reason i posted this because i'm hooked on iCarly and its theme song.I actually like Drake and Josh and i actually laughed to an episode of Ned's Declassified show where the topic was popularity.So if we really take a look at it who is better?

Nickledeon Shows: Zoey 101,Drake and Josh,Ned's Declassified and ICarly

vs

Disney Channel: Hannah Montana,The Suite Life of Zack and Cody,Wizard of Waverdly Place,Cory in the House.

Who do you think is better?????