i think we can all remember some of those great times in life when we hit a benchmark or make a goal that you have been working so hard for..
Well today was one of those days for me.. so join me in rejoicing for i have made it to

Holy Level 10!

(before descinding to hell)
and

1500 posts.

Do you know someone called Dan?
yupp my dad's friend

Are you named after a grandparent?
nope

Do you like the color green?
yeah.. not fave tho

Favorite book right now:
agh no idead.. possibly Intensity.. no.. idk favorite authors- Dean Koontz and Dan Brown

Who was the last person to send you a text message?
idk

Ever driven into the ghetto to buy drugs?
nope.. lol

Do you like/love someone?
yeah

What did you do today?
go to school...

How many hours did you sleep for last night?
7 or 8

What jewellery are you wearing?
neckalce

Do you swear at your parents?
never

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
ha.. no.

Are you photogenic?
nope

What was the last thing you did?
umm well before the survey i printed off some reports for MOS

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
nope

Is there a secret you haven't told any of your friends?
yeash

What time is it?
10:51 am

Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle?
ya

What are you doing in 2008?
lots of stuff..

What were you doing at 12am last night?
sleeping

Do you think you're approachable?
ya

Do you like your name?
ya

Do you have a Facebook?
yup!

Do you hate anyone?
nah

Are you a good speller?
sure

What's your worst habit?
idk...... io'm out of it right now

Would you ever give your number out over the internet?
possibly

Do you hate being alone?
sometimes

Last time you went swimming in a pool?
yesterday

Last time you were hugged?
this morning

Do you miss anyone right now?
not really

What do you want right now?
school to be over with

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
nope

Do you get along better with boys or girls?
idk.. i guess it depends on the person

Have you ever had a difficult relationship?
not really

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
amanda

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
i cant recall

What did you dream about last night?
i can't recall

Who was the last person that made you cry, why?
my mom grounded me

Are you upset with anyone?
mom

Have you ever gone to the beach?
yup

mrs. weber

Do you wish you could change someone?
sometimes.. right now i cant think

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
sure

So funny:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-Wd-Q3F8KM

..aussies if you havent seen Sesame Street it may not be as funny - but its a kid's program for learning... PS- he's really saying count....

So I am currently sitting in my 3rd period ****- MOS as some of you probably have come to know by now.. I mention it a lot. Well, today we have a substitute and we're supposed to be working - but eh i dont need that. So.. chilling, listening to Enter Sandman (currently - I'll let you know when the song changes) and informing you diligent readers.. :P .. about my current life. Well, this week has/will be somewhat of a busy one. First i was perplexxed with a friend problem, idk me and her growing apart i guess- she's all ditzy and blonde and stuff and i'm.... not. So she was like getting mad at me and saying I was mad at her and stuff, and I'm not really sure but it was total crap and really stupid - but is now over with *whew!* .. okay new song - Fine Again - Seether :) - Umm yah but I decided not to just leave her behind and gave a little more than her.. idk. Monday I played tennis :).

i love playing tennis and spring time :)

Yesterday I had school, stayed after to help film our school's ****of American Idol. It was pretty fun - a lot of spoof acts went on and that was great :) - my teacher even tried out and she is hilarious. Afterwards me and my friend (same one) went to the mall and got some gifts, went to eat, i got a flippintastic new hat!!, and a pretty cool necklace for 99 cnets! =] We had a pretty good time - which was great! :D .. lots of smileys being used. Well today I don't have too much going on - but something somewhat perplexing.. guy i like and he said he kinda liked me and said something culd happen b/w us but timing was wrong now has decided against going for another girl - and idk.. i dont wanna be totally pathetic.. (Song change - Chop Suey - System of a down) ya but I really like him.. and mayb i am just pathetic - any advice as to what i should do? :(

tonight church then tomoroo ---- churros in the morning, school, stay after to help with american idol, possibly play tennis, The Office, SCRUBS!!!!!! I am psyched for new scrubs :) although.. is it true we're only getting 11 episodes this season then? ..bummer.. Friday I've been given like 3 offers to hang out - one friend asked me if i would wanna hang out/do something, guy i like asked if i wuld wanna go to Skillet concert w/ him & his church, bff asked me to come to her house and we could try to shoot some more videos. So.. idk what I'm doing then yet. I guess if parents will allow (new song - Last Resort - Papa roach) i will go to the Skillet concert -they rock! But I have a feeling they will say no. :( Saturday I have hospital work in the morning, then idk another friend me to play tennis with her sometime.. well that won't happen Saturday I kno - she has prom. So i may hang w/ someone else.. or just go home and finally relax. Then that night I have a big Sweet Sixteen to go to and me and the friend first mentioned (okay had to take a break to look like i was working and you missed some good music! -wow i'm a dork- well, Fake It- Seether, BYOB - System of a down, and now Before I Forget - Slipknot) anyways me and the friend my hang out before the party, get ready and stuff (its formal) and ride there together. Don't know exactly how great that will go.

Last night I got some new movies to watch this week - Top Gun (seen it), Blade Runner ( i am excited to see it!), and some other movie with Harrison Ford that I have currently forgotten the name of.

Hopelessly Devoted (& looking for advice!),

Olive Cox

Judas.
Treacherous, Greedy, Filthy, Gluttonous.
All adjectives to describe.
Such an immoral man,
such a man to sell away his savoir.
To sell away his friend.
Judas.
Naive, Innocent, Unknowing.
Such a stupid man,
Such a man who did not know what he was doing.
How could you not believe your savoir would some day die?
Did he not forewarn?
Is he not human?
You only believe, how are you guilty?
Judas.
Admirable, Worthy, Commendable.
So strong a man that could betray a friend.
So strong a man that could betray what he believe in.
So strong a man to go against.
So strong a man to take two lives.
His own and his savior's.
Judas.

Judas does not only exist in the Bible, so who is your Judas and how to you see him?

The Beautiful Fear

Endless hours spent hoping,
lonely nights spent wishing,
and always wanting.
The yearning for what is undescribably beautiful,
the one who is perfect in every way.

His smile fills you with joy,
you pray for it to last a moment longer,
for this masterpiece, this picasso,
to stay that work of art forever.
His presence tinlges your spine,
an erection of a million pleasure emerges.
He intrigues.
His eyes speak the truth.
He's caring, generous, outgoing.
What more could you want?

Courage.
Oh how your fears eat at you,
manifesting on every shread of doubt,
turning passion into stress,
making the most beautiful things hideous.

You desire it all to go away.
The beautiful pleasure weighed down by hideous fear.
For what if you had never admired that beautiful smile,
your pleasure had never been intrigued by such an outstanding being.
Then you would never be haunted by the 'what-ifs.'

Fillth.
Slander.
Wretched mockery.
The beaty eyes,
The unheard wishpers,
Judgement in disguise.
Most treacherous of all,
Truths that haunt.

I'm really bored right now and have nothing else to do.. maybe this will get my level up-

So I'm gonna post my other contacts and pages n stuffs:

Aim - Ryleraider2010
E-mail - Ryleraider2010@aim.com or Ryleraider2010@hotmail.com
Myspace - www.myspace.com/wildcats2010
NBC.com - ilovedrcox
MSN - ryleraider2010@hotmail.com
Ya.. that's it if you're bored to and wanna talk - go for it!