there is a new girl in my form who is being bullied and because no one else wanted to look after everyone dumped her on me, i have to take her to all her lessons, stay with her at break and dinner. Yet because of this me and my best friend don't know what to say to her because if we talked about what we usually talk about which she wouldn't understand. plus she dosen't know my secret and my friends keep mentioning it calling it my secret and i don't know how to tell her because my other friends just kinda found out. any advice plz message me i need HELP!

its friday yay and all its done all day is rain and it hasn't even stopped once which is a great start to the weekend

ive got 2 and a half hours to go and then ive succeded in staying awake for 24 hours straight. I went to bed at 12 listened to my music till 2 sat watching dark angel on computer till 6 went for a jog around the block for 10 mins and im once again watching dark angel on my computer and my parents have absolutly no clue that ive nearly bin awake for 24 hours. i just hope i can make it to 9:30 before i fall asleep. Another 24 hours and im going on holiday

5 days left till me and family going on our hols and im sat in middle of car which i hate coz they have took my seat out of the back. so they are going to be pissed of due to the fact that i have my headphones on fullblast which is why they put me in the bak of the car in the 1st place. So im kinda looking forward to it and kinda not but il deal.

3 days into the school holidays and i'm already bored and i can't stop thinking about the person i like which sucks because i cant see them for the whole six weeks that we have off. My mum has gone diet mad and has now put me on a strict regime which involves at least 15 minutes of exercise and the other day she even had me run up and down stairs for the 15 minutes but i got away with it today because yesterday i biked it from my house to my auntie's house which involves biking up at least seven hills and boy was i tired after that. Tomorrow i have to walk there so i can get my bike and bike down hills instead of up them and i might also visit my dad's grave on the way see what hes bin up 2

Our school is once again having it's sports day at the keepmoat stadium which mens that the rest of us have no timetable all day and get to group activities

i have creative media first thing but i really hope i dont have HAIR AND BEAUTY because im really tomboyish and don't really like girly things like makeup which i never wear an all i usually do woth my hair is whack it into a ponytail

Ok so this weekend i went camping with scouts.

There were good points and bad points

The bad points

1. IT DID NOTHING BUT RAIN WITH A FEW THUNDER STORMS ADDED TO THE MIX

2. WE ALL GOT WET AND VERY VERY MUDDY

3. ME AND MY TWO MATES Hannah AND Paige FANCIED THIS GUY AND AS A DARE THEY MADE ME GO UP TO HIM AND ASK HIM TO MARRY ME WHICH I DID AND HE LOOKED AT ME LIKE I WAS INSANE AND WALKED OFF

4. MY FRIEND PAIGE SPENT ALL OF SUNDAY CRYING ON MY SHOULDER BECAUSE SHE LIKED THIS GUY ON OUR OTHER GROUP AND SHE ONLY GOT TO SEE HIM AT CAMPS AND SHE DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE HIM AND HE ONLY LIKED HER AS A FRIEND.

5. PAIGE IS MY CRUSHES SISTER AND SHE FOUND OUT WHO MY CRUSH WAS.

The good points

1. My crush was there.

2. I got to wear my crushes jumper all night at the party on saturday

3. I got to go home on sunday and i missed another thunderstorm which my mates got caught in.

Ive been watching some scary films called The nightmares of elm street. They are really scary but they can be a little hard to understand they are about this man called Freddy Krooger he was a child killer when he was alive and the parents of elm street burned him alive so now he kills their children by visiting them and if you die in your dream you die in real life.

So me and my friends are going swimming today but due to the fact that i have a perferated ear drum i have to wear ear plugs and i'm now obsessed with the songs S.O.S by the Jonas Brothers and Kids In America by Cascada. And if nybody wants any lyrics to any songs let me know and i'l post them in my next blog.

Ok so i'm a little sad because my Auntie is in hospital and nobody knows what's up with her and last week me and my mum found out that another hospital (that i won't mention) have admitted that it was their fault that my stepdad died. So on a lighter note i love Limericks and when i'm feeling down they make me feel better so here is one that i think is really funny.

There was a young man from Dealing
Who caught the bus for Ealing.
It said on the door.
Don't spit on the floor.
So he jumped up and spat on the ceiling.