Yeah I can't post this on my myspace cuz my friend will see it and she's already upset enough the way it is.  So I get to vent here just to get this off my chest just bare with me plz.  This friend of mine that I've known since jr. high school and she has always been there for me no matter what.  In fact there was a time when I literally only had her and one other friend because everyone shunned me  for stupid reasons.  Anyway her grandmother died 2 weeks ago and I sent her an e-mail telling her that her and her family were in my prayers and how I was sorry for her loss and was there if she needed me for anything.  Well, I hadn't really talked to her much after that, I was going to call her to see how she was doing but I didn't cuz I thought that she'd either wanna be by herself or spend this time with family so I didn't call her and when she got online the other day she was all mad because none of her so called  friends (that's how she put it) didn't care cuz they never called and e-mails don't count, and how her family are the only ones that's been there for her.  I told her that I almost called her and why I didn't and she didn't say anything so when I got the chance I called her and she now refuses to talk to me.  I know she's hurting right now cuz she was really close to her grandma and I know I should just let this blow over in time which is what I'll probably do but it just bugs me that she thinks that I'm not here for her as a friend.  I am always there  for my friends and they know that but I don't know why she can't see that now.  I guess the only thing I can really do is just let this all blow over I don't know what else to do really. 

Well,  I feel a bit better now that I got that out. Thanks for putting up with the vent.