This year my Christmas is just missed up. It doesn't even feel like Christmas because of my mom. I'm not sure if she started smoking or something else. In all in my life my parents were healthy, they had drinks and that's it but not to were they were breaking drinking limits. I don't like my mom because what she is doing, what ever it is. And it makes me sick when she acts all nice to me. I just wish things could go back to normal.