today,it is gloomy outside entire day,i don't know why on that kind of day i always feel upset,do i feel unsatisfied with the resent situation?maybe a little bit,but the present lilfe is wonderful ,it is not bad,whatever,i just sometime feel can't breathe,i wanna lock myself in my room,turn up the music loudly, maybe i should learn how to lead my life more happier.from now on,make a plan for my glorious future ,picture that i am no longer  feel unhappy ,and just can handle everything smoothly,be a real man ,the real word is also wonderful,and do not live in our dream,cause sometimes you'll get nightmare,and you'll feel helpless ,and you just can not do anything to make things correct.however,in this real world ,you can figure out a way to deal with it ,and that is real.