Now, this is not videogame related, at all...and I don't know if it makes much sense even then...

Wow. It’s a strange feeling. Emptiness? Kinda. Loneliness? Closer. Deception? Much better. Now I know better. Now I know not to waste so much time. Now I know to be not afraid, of anything. The worst that can happen may still be pretty good. The worst things, are the ones in your imagination. I doesn’t get much worse than that, and the things you imagine never EVER end up happening. It never gets to the point that you never wish it had never even started. It’s never that bad, no matter what. Is this the best place to put this? No idea. I’m guessing I would be better off talking about it with friends. Or family. But it’s quieter around here. I can flirt with the possibility of millions of readers. But I know I won’t get that. Not even 3, including myself. Is that bad? Not at all. I really don’t know if I want that number of people peering into my mind. Maybe about other things, but not deep personal stuff like this. Not at all. But there still is the possibility. And hope is the last thing we lose, isn’t it? So for anyone facing some hard times, be strong, it will only get better. And I’m out of here.