They're right. I don't realize nor appreciate teh presence of someone till they're actually gone. I didn't want to see this coming. I've been jealous at teh people around my crush, they actually get to be around. I dunno, what to do. I certainly know this special someone won't read this cause, duh? not really a gamer, but is real ideal. I really can't replace you...I just wanted to say, I miss my crush, it's been awhile since we actually had a REAL conversation not related to alibis. I'm going crazy not knowing what to do. All I actually od is whine that I can't talk to my crush. this blows.