You all should know me well enough to know that I'm always early. The reason I wrote down my wish list, the reason I made a big hoopla about this is I’m leaving GS. I’m leaving, period. I’m not coming back. This site has taken up too much of my time. I should have left back in Mach, and I could’ve gotten a lot more done in the summer. But I’ve learned from my mistake, and this time I’m going to delete my account via the manage account section.
My time here at GS was quite enjoyable. I like voicing my opinion, but I don’t like finding myself with no time to do anything I want. My whole summer has been church, Mindy, GS, sleep. That’s it. That’s not how life should be lived. I need to have time for reading some books, playing some games, raising up money, writing in my journal, many things! And with school starting soon, I’ll have even LESS time and this would just prove to be a stumbling block. A man has to have his priorities. And GS isn’t a top priority.
Matthew 5:30 "And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell." (KJV) Is GS going to send me to hell? No. Nothing can, I’m covered in His blood forever. But my life would be the closer to hell if I don’t follow God and I don’t do what’s wise and what’s best. And the best thing I could do is quit GS. It’s proved to be nothing but a waste of time. Is anything I’m posting in those forums really making an impact? No. The only good thing about a GS account has been this journal. But I’d rather lose this journal and live life like I should, than have everything be a wreck.
You guys are all great. I’ll miss you all. Follow God. Crack that Bible open some time and listen to what God tells you through His Word. Before you do anything, think it through and ask yourself "Is this really worth it in the long run?" to my fellow Christians, before you do anything you even FEEL is immoral, ask yourself "Would I say/do this in front of my pastor? Or my parents? Or my girlfriend or boyfriend’s parents?" If the answer is even "MAYYYYBE…." Let me tell you something: God is a little bit more holy than they are. Don’t do it. Proverbs 3:5, man.
To you all, I say God bless and stay focused! Live your life for those that you love, like I do. And we all know Whom I love the most. And when dealt a raw deal or when someone makes a mistake, don’t be bitter. Don’t hold a grudge. It hurts you and affects you. It not only makes you bitter to them, but also to a lot of other people. Be quick to forgive, but do not forget. Learn from the experience, but don’t ever mention it to them again and don’t feel any negative feelings toward that person or situation. What’s done can’t be undone, just let it go. Respond to your PMs through this entry's comment box, or e-mail me at lebajr6195@yahoo.com. Good bye all! Good bye!