Wow, today really sucked. There was this girl who was a great friend of mine i really really liked. She looks so nice every time i see her, and her smile almost made every school day worth it. So i write her a couple poems telling her how wonderful i think she is. At first she said she really like them, but that stopped today (Jan. 7). She told me she though i was sweet, but she didn't have the same feelings for me. Man that hurt bad. I hate to admit it, but i have never actually taken a girl out before. I thought she would be different, being so kind-hearted and all. But she's the same as every other girl ive tried to take out. They say "NO" and make some lame excuse. Oh and get this, Adrienne said "my heart belongs to someone else... in the 10th grade!" OMG. I can't believe her. I think his name was Jess or something, but what the heck! I bet she hasn't even known this guy very long if not at all. Ive known her since the 7th grade and always been there to try and make her happy, but it doesn't matter anymore. She probably digs him for looks more than anything else, while i liked her for not just her looks, but her kindness and sincerity. I guess thats how it basically is nowadays, the cutest guys always get the girls. I don't want to look at her anymore or even talk to her. I tore out all her traces in our 8th grade year book, photos, signature, everything. Hopefully ill find love one day, but i don't think ill ever look at Adrienne the same way ever again.