I feel like I really f*cked up this time. Normally, my actions don't affect anyone important to me and even then it's just a flesh wound, nothing emotional.... But this time, it's not the same. Maybe it's just whatever new meds I'm on and they're just f*cking with my head again or maybe Kagura-chan is right and I do feel remorse for my actions. I, myself, think that it's the new meds. That motherf*cking son-of-a-b!tch got what was coming to him from me and he totally deserved it. Coming to me and asking for help because Kagura-chan loves him whenever he knows I'm in love with her. What's so wrong with her loving him anyways? She's the perfect girl. She's everything a guy could ask for and moreSmart, funny, beautiful, caring,........ A whole hell of a lot better than what that man deserves, especially with the way he treats her. He's broken her heart countless times, lied to her, hide things from her, made her feel like crap, cussed her out, told her to go die, and more and yet she still loves him. What's more, he's as ugly as sin itself, if not uglier O.O Mom says that I'm just jealous of him because she loves him and not me.... That could be true, but..... I don't know anymore. I just feel like crap because I said sh!t to him and then he gets mad at her... He sure does know how to get me back.. Hurting me in the place where I'm weakest and can't protect from all harm. My poor Kagura-chan T-T I'm sorry!!! I didn't know it would turn out like this!!!