Turns out someone besides Kagura-chan reads these after all. That someone else is Saiga-san, the guy Kagura-chan is in love with. I guess that means no more rants on here to let off steam. It sucks, I guess, because this is my way of expressing myself and getting out some of my anger before it all bottles up and I do something stupid like deck Kagura-chan or yell at my mom. Anyways, he read it and said I said some stuff about him that wasn;t nice. I myself think I was rather nice. I was even nicer about him than I was when I first met Kagura-chan. I called her a lot of stuff I won't repeat here and look at how much I love her now! Maybe it just shows how they adapt to their environments differently, because they both had suckish childhoods that involved a lot of moving but they turned out completely different. Idk if that is a good or bad thing. But they both could use a lesson or two in expressing their feelings. Saiga-san seems to have a lot of pent up rage like I do (maybe that's why we butt heads so often) and Kagura-chan feels like she must always be happy and keeps everything inside of her and takes it out on herself. Oh! Saiga-san could also show that he cares for people more openly, maybe he did that when he was younger and the person ended up screwing him sideways with a bucket and a rusty spoon, idk, but he should just come right out and say, "I care about you!" at least to Kagura-chan becauseit's good for her to hear that. Speaking of Kagura-chan, she's much better today. I was expecting her to be a lot worse due to the little incident yesterday, but she's not. I hope she's not being fake happy so a mob doesn't form and make a certain guy change his religion (if you get my drift..... you probably should, especially if you're a guy). I hope things work out between the two, I feel like I'm just making everything worse between them. I tend to be a tad, okay, extremely overprotective of her and tend to lash out on people when she's not happy, ask my mom and dad. Maybe I'm just making excuses for being a sh!tty half.assed friend.