Hey everybody! Sorry I haven't been active. I just wanted to say, thank you all for wishing me a happy birthday. The response was huge! :shock: I appreciate all of you. :) Thank you. :) Well, you heard me right. I'm in love! I have a boyfriend now. Believe me, no one is more surprised than I am. :lol: I wasn't really expecting this. It just happened. I'll explain a bit about him. His name is Jason. He's about a year younger than me and I've known him for several months. He's a really sweet guy and he has a good heart. He's very kind, has good manners, and he is pretty smart. We have a lot in common. Looks are defintely not important to me, but I think he's handsome. :oops: I would even go so far as to say he's sexy. :oops: I really fell in love with his personality. I love his smile, his eyes, his laugh, but most of all, his heart. I love everything about him. He's different than anyone I've ever met. Jason really is an amazing guy. I could go on forever with this. I may have grossed out some of you with this, but in all honesty, I don't really care if I did. I really am in love this guy. He's everything I ever wanted, and more. :) We met sometime in late November. I was walking around my small town and he happened to be passing by. We chatted for a while, introduced ourselves and moved on. We didn't really see each other again until sometime in December. He was just sitting on a bench in my local park. Just sitting there, staring down at his hands as they were folded on his lap. When I saw him I thought, "Hey isn't that the guy named Jason I met sometime ago?" I came over there and sat next to him, asking him what was wrong. What he said was really hard for me to hear. He was depressed, and I won't tell you guys most of it, but bascially, he wanted his life to be over. He wanted to be dead. It tore me apart when I heard him say all of that. I had never heard such heartbreaking words in my entire life. It even made me cry a little. He has a lot of friends and family, but they wouldn't help him or listen to him. Even if they did, I doubt they could've helped him. I began talking to him. He listened to every word I said, and I think the things I said helped him feel better. He smiled at me. I look back at it now and I find it amazing that all he ever needed was somebody to come by and say, "Hey, I'm here to listen. Let me help you." We became friends after that. He was the only friend I had outside my family besides you guys. We did all kinds of things while we were talking. He had a crush on me, and I sensed that he did, but I wasn't interested in him, but as time went on...I began to fall for him, but I tried to fight it. I told myself I didn't want any more boyfriends. I did have one once before, but it didn't work out. Anyways, eventually, I just couldn't fight my feelings anymore and finally, I admitted my feelings and told him everything. I just blurted it out. I didn't plan this, it just simply happened. All the words just suddenly flowed out of me. I think he was really happy when I told him all of that. I love him and he loves me too. I have loved before, but I had never felt like this before. This is way different. I'm the happiest girl in the world. I really am. This blog is finally over. In all my time on GS this is the most important blog that I've ever written. If I vanish again, It's probably because I'm spending time with Jason. Thank you guys for reading this special blog. I've told Jason a lot about you guys and he seems interested. One of these days, I'll bring him here and he can meet all of you. Bye for now! :) Thanks once again for reading! :) Until next blog! :)
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