My theme song for this month is Turn it Off by Paramore
Lyrics to Turn It Off :
I scraped my knees while i was praying
and found a demon in my safest haven
seems like its getting harder to believe in anything
and just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
I wanna know what it'd be like
to find perfection in my pride
to see nothing in the light
but turn it off in all my spite,
in all my spite i'll turn it off
and the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff
and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom
tragedy it seems unending
i'm watching everyone i looked up to break and bending
we're taking short cuts and false illusions
just to come out the hero
well i can see behind the curtain
the wheels are creaking, turning
it's all wrong the way we're working
towards a goal that's nonexistent, it's nonexistent but we just keep believing
and the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff
and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom
I wanna know what it'd be like
to find perfection in my pride
to see nothing in the light
but turn it off in all my spite,
in all my spite i'll turn it off
just turn it off again
again, again, again.
and the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff
and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom
and the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff
and in the freefall i will realize i'm better off when I hit the bottom
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bSg9hx36H5E
Here lately I've been at a cross road in my life. I'm ready to get out there and live. To be who God made me and to stop searching for love in all the wrong places. I just want to be completely free. I just want to breathe.
I'm so tired of the constant reminders of my past, my mistakes. Espescially the dreams. Goodness, If i could stop dreaming for a few days, well that would be nice.
Anywho, my friend let me borrow his Bioshock for the xbox360!!! Gah!! I'm excited and can't wait to start it, he also brought me a few books of The Goon comic :) Can't wait to finish the book I'm reading so I can get started on those. Another friend showed me some of GOW3 and oh my word!! It looks freaking awesome! Even thought it will be forever before I can play it, I can't wait!!!
My friend Sarah set me up for an account on a christian dating site. And it's gay just because I don't believe in doing that nonsense, Even if I wanted to start dating there isn't any way in hell I'm using a internet dating site. Can you say STALKER! DANGER, Will Robinson! Danger! bahaha it was fun setting it up, answering all the ?'s but I'm totally not serious about it... Ha one of the ?'s was what are your turn ons? She said POPSICLES! in a squeeky girly voice! haha and I said POPSICLES, PENGUINS, ANDTOWELS, ANDCHAIRS! In a squeeky girly voice, and it was sooo hilarious lol..We didn't actually put that on the answer haha but it was funny anyway :)
Welp, even though there's so much more I could say I'll save it for next time :)
Peace, Love, Berly