I start college next week Monday, and I'm really nervous.
Part of me is excited to start something different, but I'm also worried about the courses.
I feel as though once I start going all anything will be is study, and school. I've never done that before. I never study--only for major tests.

Also, I have no clue what I want to do after college. :?
I love writing, and I'd love to be a novelist. But not only have I never finished a story, but also being an author isn't a secure source of money.
*sigh*

And anyway, I'm not in a good mood because I just had (another) argument with my sister. (Inever mentioned her before--she's 23)
The thing is, I wanted to know how to find the c.l.a.s.s.es for college online and she sent me a bunch of emails, and I didn't know which one to read. And a while ago, she was leaving for work and I was saying I didn't know which ones to read and I had to figure it out on my own. And she said she told me before which ones to read.
I don't want to bring it up again.
The point is, she's very pugnacious and argues with everyone (parents, friends her boyfriend)

It's so frustrating to talk to her.

She left about 10 minutes ago, and I still feel upset. I'm shaking a bit right now. There are so many things I want to do right now and I have to stop myself from doing it. (Don't ask...well, I may not answer anyway)

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It's Black_Grace's 15th birthday today. Happy birthday, Amy!