I feel like since a few days ago when the holidays unofficially ended I have been having a fallout period. My Dad showed me my grades online cause he checks sometimes and I knew he was angry when he called me into his room and it turns out I have a 40 something in Algebra 2 and got like a 4/55 on my last test or something. Idk no matter how many times i get extra help no matter how much attention I pay Math is never easy for me. And the worst part is I only have like 3 weeks and I at least need to get aC which is very unlikely or my Dad will flip out and probably take away my privileges (computer, ps3, mp3 player, maybe phone) And if you think I am some kind of idiot, for the record, if Algebra 2 wasnt a required class the rest of my grades would make me an honor roll student. I have actually won honor roll like 3 or 4 times in my Highschool career. But besides that I feel bored of most of my gifts like they are cool but i am indesisive about what i want to do like Idk if i want to watch a movie or play a game or what so i just sit around all day. And sincebefore winter break I have been mad/upset/idk about 1 thing, this girl from my recent blogs who i went with the play and did all kinds of stuff with then I find out she has a boyfriend as of last week sometime. Like it's not that big a deal but I feel wronged by the whole thing like I totally thought she liked me then bam she is dating some weird redneck kid and she didn't even tell any of her friends about it till like a week later so I had to find out from someone else, I feel like something has been stolen from me and its a weird unpleasant feeling. But the redneck kid is in my gym class so maybe I will hit him in the face with a dodgeball or in the groin with a soccer ball or something. And to top it all off school starts again on january 5th which is in like 3 days from now, now I don't really hate school that much besides Algebra 2, and I am very popular in my school so I am happy to see alot of m friends again but I know I will regret saying that when I am bored out of my mind and doing homework in about a week or so. So yeah now that I've gotten all that off my chest I guess I can deal with it. Thansk for reading my depressing wal of text